A.N: Well, this is so short and I'm really sorry for that but it just stuck with me. Doctor acts like he is even madder tan before and we know, we know that he ha every right to act like a madman. I know there are a lot of stories about companions and how the Doctor remembers them with their rooms but this is just for Nine and Ten.
Summary:People are always amazed to see the Tardis is actually bigger on the inside, what they never realize is that his mind is even bigger and he can remember, absolutely everything.
Disclaimer: I don't own anything maybe that's why I'm heart broken.
Amy Pond walks slowly, trying not to be noticed but Doctor being his usual self doesn't even care. He walks around the consol room, playing with sticks and pressing the big red buttons and blue stabilizers.
''Boring…''
Amy gazes to the corridor she just passed and hopes to find Rory there but the other man is fast asleep after a three-hour operation the Doctor himself performed on him to take an alien arrow out of his gut.
''What are you doing Amy, sneaking behind me?''
Doctor's voice wakes her up from her thoughts and causes her to realize how cold the mans looks are.
'' I have eyes at the back of my head you know.''
''Bet you do.'' She mutters to herself. Sometimes, well usually Doctor is just to hard and unbearable to handle alone. He can be harsh and instable and even though she can see the pain in his eyes she doesn't have any clue about what to do.
Rose would know, the Doctor tells telepathically to the Tardis, the Tardis hums as a reply, saying that she is sorry.
Amy continues to stare to the consol waiting for his attention.
''What ?'' he snaps.
''Nothing, I just wandered how many room does the Tardis actually has.''
It is a silly and a useless question and she knows that it is.
''As much as needed.'' The Doctor replies without looking at her face.
''We are only three people here Doctor.''
''Not in here.'' He points his head. He looks like he is over the edge of loosing control. Amy has no idea what he suffers from.
''They are all here, every word, every laugh and every cry in my memories, they live in every second in this Tardis. They are always here.''
Amy, without a word walks to her room but suddenly stops in the middle of the corridor. Everything becomes fuzzy and she feels so dizzy, so without hope. Images hit her like flesh waves of pain.
A girl, nineteen or so smiles to her, she is sweet and beautiful, makes a heart go wild.
A man with an unimaginable handsomeness introduces himself even though she doesn't hears the name.
Another man with a sappy smile yet intelligent eyes, disagrees with him, wrong and yet right in so many ways.
An older woman, her gaze breaks her heart, she'd waited for so long for a man who would never dare to look back.
A black woman this time, pain in her eyes, the braveness, tears fall from her cheeks not because of emotions but pain.
A red head like her, begging not to go back. Her screams this time, she can hear them so loud…
She can feel the tears coming down, her legs won't let her walk another step ahead, she turns and runs into the arms of a surprised Doctor.
''I'm sorry.'' She whispers "I'm so sorry.''
Maybe, he thinks, just maybe she can understand me.
Tardis hums in reply, asks him to have a little faith in those little apes he adores, because it is worth to pain he is destined to suffer.
Short and simple yeah but it's not about the words it is about the effect you create while using them..-I know that I'm no where near that good but I hope I will be, one day.-