Chasing the Wind
A/N: This is a short drabble that I wrote on tumblr.. It takes place in "Big Time Girlfriends". So there're spoilers.
Carlos is mad. You can't even call it mad anymore, he's boiling inside. He searched for James for about four hours now but the pretty boy is nowhere to find. The hispanic boy finally stops walking around and asking everyone if they'd seen James and leans against the wall. His rage gradually disappears and is replaced by pure sadness. Tears build up and quiet sobs escape his mouth. How could he do that to him? Recently, James has done a lot of stupid things like leaving the band or letting a fan too close to him, but never has he hurt Carlos as much as he did now. He would never have thought that Camille and James would be kissing. It hit him like a rocket in the face and made him realize that James could have every girl.
"What if he wants to leave me?", Carlos asks himself and wipes away the last tear before running around to find his boyfriend.