Hey, this is a Vampire Knight based fanfic, if you didn't know.

Mainly OC/Zero although there will be some OC/Kaname.

Not really sure if I should keep going with this one...

Although I hope you enjoy!

Is it bad to be alone?

To feel the best in midnight air? To see the light in a fallen star?

To hear the words of love, lost in the cold winds of the night before?

Is it bad to be on your own?

To feel the sweet embrace every time you go to sleep?

To see the truth in people's eyes? To hear the sound of silence?

Is it bad to want someone?

To feel his hands around you, wanting that moment could last forever?

To see the infinity in his eyes? To hear the angel's sing when your lips touch?

I asked myself these questions and many more as I watched my brother once more get lost into the world that is the younger sister Yuki.

Alone. Unloved . Forgotten.

I turned away from them, heading to my room.

I refused to let the tears fall from my eyes as I packed up my things, before sitting down at my desk with a pen and paper.

I'm just a girl who honors loyalty and honesty to the core.

I'm a girl who helps the needed not just passes by but I'm by no means perfect.

I won't say I love you every now and then; I won't smile when I'm not in the mood.

I can't laugh as if everything is okay, and I won't lie to make you feel better, but that doesn't mean I deserved this kind of betrayal…and by my own family none the less.

Tears made their selves known as they dotted the paper; my hand writing what my mouth refused to speak out loud.

Dear family,

When I'm alone, I think.

When I think, I remember.

When I remember, I feel pain.

When I feel pain, I cry.

When I cry, I can't stop.

So I'm leaving. Whoever finds this letter….

Whenever you find this letter I'll be long gone…

You know the worst thing in the world isn't being alone. It's being surrounded by people that make you feel like you're alone.

I would rather spend the rest of my eternity alone, than to feel that way a second more…

And as for my engagement…well I suppose there really isn't one now considering you have now engaged him to Yuki…but its ok. I'm not upset, Yuki your my baby sister and I want you to be happy. If Kaname makes you happy then so be it.

I wish you all the very best...

Sia

I placed the letter into one of my favorite books. That would give me enough time to get far enough for me to do what I had too.

I grabbed my black coat and bag before headed to my window. I opened it after giving one last longing look at my room…my home... and then I jumped and when I landed I ran like hell…

Nightfall cocooned me in its protective folds; they would not search for me in the darkness. Now I was protected and hidden in its velvety blackness.

Even the shadows now were swallowed by the encroaching darkness. In the gathering gloom the stars and the moon shone brighter in the sky, as if to remind us that even in the darkness there is light.