Break on Me
There'll be days your heart don't wanna beat
You pray more than you breathe
And you just wanna fall to pieces
And nights, those two AM calls
Where dreams become walls
And you just need a break
Break on me
He's helpless and all he can do is watch. Watch as Zelda slowly loses her composure when once again there is someone knocking at their bedroom door. She stares helplessly at him, her eyes filling with tears. It kills him to watch her, knowing there is little he can do to fix it this time. No one can. The last few days has been nothing but a waiting game now. For all their power, there is nothing they can do to stop death.
Giving her an encouraging smile, he can't find it in himself to offer the empty promise of 'it will be alright'. Because it won't be. These late night disturbances will only stop once her Father draws his last breath.
Shatter like glass
Come apart in my hands
Take as long as it takes, girl
Break on me
Put your head on my chest
Let me help you forget
When your heart needs to break
Just break on me
So he draws her into a tight embrace, one that she falls into willingly but the knock comes again and a hesitant voice floats through the silence to them.
"I-I am sorry Highness. Your Father…he's…" The broken voice dissolves into a barely held back sob.
Zelda isn't the only one who is broken over the pending loss of their monarch.
In his arms, her body tenses and he knows she doesn't want to open that door. Does not want the loss of her Father to become her reality. She wants to pretend for just a little longer that her Father wasn't on his death bed. That he hasn't spent the last three months fighting for his life as his body succumbs to the cancer that slowly ate away his vitality.
Rubbing soothing circles against her back, he softly whispers he'll handle it. Her head still buried against his bare chest, she nods and mumbles an apology. He doesn't comment about how odd he feels by that. She doesn't need to apologize. If she can't handle it right now, of course he will step in. For him, she can be just Zelda. Not the Princess and soon to be Queen whom everyone will look to in this oncoming time of grief.
There'll be times when someone you know
Becomes someone you knew
But you'd do anything to change it
And words you wanna take back
But you know you can't
When the page just won't turn
And it still hurts
Break on me
He is by her side when she lays her Father to rest. The Funeral procession was exactly what he expected for a King who was well loved by his people. Along with the rest, he grieves the loss of a great man, a great King but Zelda? She grieves the loss of her parent. It's a pain he has no hope of understanding. He never knew his own parents, has no idea what it's like to lose one and Zelda has now lost two. First her mother when she was a little girl and now her Father. Her shoulders shake and her mouth trembles. He is once again helpless because he can't even fathom what she's going through. Her pain is foreign to him and that's something coming from him.
Pain is actually something he is very familiar with. He knows the pain from a broken bone. He's well acquainted with that type of pain. He even understands the pain from losing everything you know. He knew that pain intimately when he realized a lot of events he remembered had never actually happened once Zelda had sent him back to live out his life without skipping seven years.
But the loss of a parent. That experience alludes him and is something he will never experience. The closest thing he had to a parent was Talon but he's still in good health and even if something were to happen? Maybe then he'll have an inkling of what Zelda is going through, but not now.
Shatter like glass
Come apart in my hands
Take as long as it takes, girl
Break on me
Put your head on my chest
Let me help you forget
When your heart needs to break
Just break on me
Zelda keeps her emotions in check until it is evening and they're alone in their bedchamber. He expects her to break down. He expects her to finally release the tears she's been holding back all day but instead it's her anger that comes out.
"The-the nerve of the chancellor! Saying that we should be moving into my Father's chamber so soon after—" She breaks off, her cheeks flushes as she flings of her shoes.
Link doesn't comment. He just sits down on the bed as he starts to toe off his own boots, his hands are occupied with peeling off the white gloves he'd been forced to wear with his formal attire.
"And-and to say it's time we start a family!" She says a moment later as she starts to remove the ornate headpiece she'd been wearing. "H-how? How can they be think of-of stuff like that when I just buried my Fath—"
Her breath catches and her hands shake. Clenching her fists, her eyes shut tightly as it all catches up with her.
Oh, when you need somebody
When you need somebody right now
You're where I'll be
Break on me
He's at her side in a second. He may not understand completely all that is going through her emotion wise but he recognizes when she needs him. That is something that will never change regardless of what she's going through.
Shatter like glass
Come apart in my hands
Take as long as it takes, girl
Break on me
Put your head on my chest
Let me help you forget
Your heart needs to break, just break on me
Break on me
Break on me, baby
A/N: Song is "Break on Me" by Keith Urban. Was listening to this song and this popped into my head. Not sure how many people enjoy these 'song fics' but I always feel like it's putting a music video to paper. Describing what would be happening in your mind as you're listening to the song. If you don't like it, I did break it up and it should flow alright without reading the lyrics in between.
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