You will never understand the pain
Chapter one: Schizophrenia
Just in case I'm confusing you all...Bakura has a mental illness called Schizofrenia. If you don't know what it is, then I suggest you to google it.
Pairings will vary a lot...But the main characters are RyouBakura. Enjoy and review if you got more questions, I'll be glad to respond to all of them.
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The blood dripped down from my mouth and my hand automatically found those red finger marks at my chin. He laughed. Bakura, the evil Bakura laughed.
"What is it? I thought I could have my way with you, Ryou. I mean...you're the one who said that '"Kura can do anything to me!" with a big grin, right?" His beautiful lips made a evil grin, and I just wanted to ripe my heart apart from the pain he was giving me. My chocolate brown eyes were once again filled with salty water, tears. I cried again, I am so weak…
But hell, he always had the power to make me cry.
My thoughts were interupted when he suddenly dragged on one of my albino hair strands and whispered in my ear with a sadistic smile I couldn't see but feel against my skin:
"Never, ever touch me with your filthy fingers again…or I'll make sure that your ugly face gets more frightful." Then he left me there…alone, and broken hearted.
The sickness he had, my only beloved Bakura, was a type of Schizophrenia. One part of him loved me, and the other part hated me to death. It wasn't enough though...sometimes, he sees illusions. And start to break furnitures, and me..
Yes, It was quite hard for him… But it was harder for me to live like this, one second, he loved me and smiled for me…and then the other second, he just wanted to kill me.
I have tried to run away from him, leave Bakura, and start a new life… But I just couldn't, because the 'Kura I love is still inside there somewhere...and sometimes he will even appear. These few days, or even hours, make me so happy. Because it's the only time that he will show me his love.
But as soon as I begin to trust him again, the other one will show up and filled my heart with sharp blades that makes me cry again and again. The worst part is...he won't even remember that he was the one who hurt me when his old self appears.
I was so tired of this.
I took the shaving-knife from his table in my desperation to end this and hold it against my bare neck… Closed my eyes and…
No! I couldn't! ... … I just didn't have the guts.
I throw away that slimy metal thing and cried out in despair…I'm so weak. Why am I so weak??
The door opened and he came in…
"Ryou? What the fuck is going on here…!?"
It is him! It is my 'Kura… I could see it from his voice, it was more soft than the other one. I quickly embranced him and digged my head deaper into his chest. Sobbing like the child I still was.
" Hey, slow down my snow flake…" He smiled and patted my head softly.
" sob …I'm sorry" I gently rubbed my eyes and watched him. He gave me that gentle, but still a bit bad smile I haven't seen in a while and I couldn't believe how happy I was for that tiny smile...
"Don't be. It was a nice surprise." He touched my nosetip and kissed my cheek softly. I closed my eyes and just enjoyed the short moment of love. After a while, 'Kura pulled me off.
"Now, Ryou…tell me, did I do this to you?" He asked, eyes filled with guiltiness.
I shook my head and replied:
"No, it was…Yami….we were playing in the school and he accidentally punched me." I smiled as good as I could.
"That son of a…" I stopped him with a kiss, didn't want the moment to be ruined.
We made dinner together (well, I made dinner…'Kura just ruined half of it I made…) and saw a movie.
Suddenly,' Kura shut the television off.
"Ryou…I wanna fuck. Now. " Bakura muttered the words with everything except patience. My eyes went huge and he breathed heavily in my ears while trying to take off my clothes.
"Wha…!!" I didn't had the time to protest when he suddenly carried me in bridal-style and kissed me softly.
"Let's go. Upstairs, to our bedroom. I'm too horny to stop now, Ry. "
I blushed and hold on to his shirt…Sometimes, 'Kura can be a real bastard (and don't forget...a horny one).
He pushed me to the bed as soon as we reached our goal and stripped me impatiently.
"Kura!! Wait, I…!" He touched my cock and find it quite funny, his fingers played with it like a toy and I moaned in pleasure. Then he starts to give me a hand job by stroking it faster and faster… Oh my god, my mouth widened and…
"Kura! Why did you stop?!" I was almost pissed when he stopped stroking.
"You haven't say the words yet, Ryou… I can't let you come." He pretended to be innocent and pout his lips.
Bastard. I bit my lips and said:
"…pl-please fuck me...Bakura-sama." I blushed extremely and closed my eyes.
"…Alright then...If you beg me.." Bakura smiled and stripped his pants off while stroking my cock again. I moaned like a whore and was in heaven.
"I-I beg you!" I shouted and wiggled unpatiently.
"Turn around." He smirked and I obeyed his order.
I was now on all fours, and I felt his hand around my hips.
" I want it hard and dry this time." He said before I had the time to actually analize what he just said.
What the….!! My mind screamed when Bakura pound his giant penis inside me, without any prepare. I moaned out in pain and sudden pleasure when he hit the point.
He fucked me hard and dry just like he said and pounded faster and faster until we both came… Screaming each others name.
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It's not the end so don't hate me. I'll try to update soon. Sorry for this terrible language. I know I suck. Review please!