Open Your Eyes
A/N hey guys so this is my first like real story. I heard this song in the car today and I basically had a realization that blaine would sing this to kurt or vice versa! So please review and tell me what you think! Also, I sadly don't own Glee, fox or any of the characters that are on glee :P
Chapter 1
"All this feels strange and untrue, and I won't waste a minute without you"
Dear Journal,
The therapist said that I should write down my feelings. Because that will help me. I don't think anything can help me at this point. Life revolves around Kurt. He is my eternal soul mate. My eternal lover. My eternal best friend. I thought he felt the same. I thought he understood my feelings for him. The way that I felt was indescribable. It was like floating on a cloud that never disappeared. Like he was always holding my hand to keep me from falling down. To be plain and simple, Kurt is dead. He is gone and I don't know how to function. How to breathe or walk or talk. When he stopped breathing, he took my heart with him. To heaven. Because Kurt is an angel. And now he is there with his mom and is probably watching us. Making sure that I remember to try to leave the bed, but it's hard. Sometimes, I want a sign. Someone to tell me that I am okay. The thing is, is that Kurt was that person. Our friends have pulled away. Kurt's death was expected but at the same time, I didn't know when it would come. I was in denial about it. Denial that he could leave possibly. It wasn't fair to me. To any of us really. The cancer was so small to begin with. I can't even speak about it right now Journal.
-Blaine
A/N Sorry its so short! I will update soon though! Review pleeaassseee