This is my first Fan-fiction I would like to continue… Review and tell me what you think!
Starting with Jacob's POV as a split narration between him and Nessie. And a little insider on the period from 'Breaking Dawn', this story is set when Nessie (Renesmee) is a couple of months away from being fully grown up to the point when she reaches the age 16( physically) of which she would stay for the rest of eternally.
Disclaimer – These characters aren't mine, unfortunately, but have came from the brilliant mind of Stephanie Meyer!
1. Why now after everything?
Bloodsucker! I thought. This is killing me. Why are you here!
Edward who obviously heard my thoughts rolled his eyes in my direction, for this once I wished he wouldn't listen to my mind like that. Nahuel, (god I hate him, okay he saved the day blah blah blah), has been coming back the last couple of years and staying with the Cullen's to spend 'time' with Nessie. I don't understand why that it's hurting me so much… Nessie isn't even fully grown yet, well okay she is in a couple of months time, but it terrifies me how much time she is spending with Nahuel, although Blondie keeps throwing it in my face of course, whenever he comes round she makes sure he spends the most of the time with Nessie. Guess she's getting me back from all those blonde jokes…
"Jake?" Bella asked with a hint in her voice sounding a little strained.
"Yeah Bells, what's up?" I gave her a weakened smile back.
"I just asked if you'd like to come to Charlie's with us?" she looked towards Edward and Nessie now standing as still as statues in the doorway, then back to me raising one eyebrow.
Edward had a small smile on his face knowing I had not a clue about why she was asking me to come. Was I that obvious? Tense perhaps. I quickly came back into reality and sighed a little before retrieving to my feet and answering Bella with a simple yes before we hurried into the garage, I felt relieved to be away from Nahuel. Slipping into Edward's Volvo, there was just one thought on my mind. Nessie, Nessie, Nessie…
I've got this horrid feeling that I am going to lose her, I feel blind when she's not around. Her beauty astounds me; pale white skin that lightly glitters in the sunlight, Chocolate sparkly brown eyes melting my warm heart; her smile so wide she would make you smile along with her—I could feel her looking at me with my silence, her pale hand raising up to touch my cheek asking in my head, "What's wrong?".
Seeing pictures of my face in my mind, I looked into her eyes and said, "I'll explain later," and I glanced my eyes towards her father, Edward sitting in the drivers seat. His eyes simply narrowed, knowing of the conversation I will be faced ahead when we returned home. Just be glad that your out of that house for a while and away from Mr Perfect Nahuel… I thought to myself bitterly.
I could see Charlie standing in front of the door when we approached to the house, Bella and Edward murmuring their 'Hellos' and walking through the door gracefully, I gave Charlie a quick wink was I walked through the door after them; I can see him shudder at the corner of my eye and my face light up in a huge cat like grin remembering the moment I told Charlie of my supernatural origins, a werewolf shape shifter to be exact. His form didn't shift as I know it must be weird after a few years Bella had given up on the contacts after her eyes went to gold-topaz colour like the rest of the 'vegetarian vampires' making their eyes dilate from ruby red to golden yellow. Bella tried to act as much as her old human self as possible for Charlie's sack, she's not that much of a good actress, I thought.
What am I going to do about Nessie?
I don't know what is wrong with him. I glanced towards my dad, Edward, as he could read peoples thoughts I was hoping he could tell me what the matter with Jake was, of course he shook his head hiding the truth from me, as usual. I hated when he did that. There must be a reason for all of this silence… It's not like Jacob at all. I look at him and I see a friend, as well as a future. The imprint between us is strong I can feel it, all of those memories of him trying to protect of so called evil, memories of those moments when I was younger flashed in my head every time he held me as a baby; him getting worried about my growth spurt; the relief of when the Volturi agreed for me and my family and new friends to stay alive; him knowing I will stop growing at the point my body reached the age of a 17 year old, for me and him to stay forever…
At that moment I realised what I hoped he would say to me, then I realised that with my ache for Jacob I have gotten close to Nahuel also who was exactly like me half being of mortal and immortal, living throughout time in the same form as we are now; looking the same age and pale as the rest of the vampires. The contrast between Nahuel and Jacob was unbelievable to me. I know Jake doesn't like Nahuel; and I understand that… it's just why chose when we can just as we are?
Questions were swarming around in my head. I just have to forget about this now!
"This is a great dinner Sue," I said politely as I can, I know she doesn't really understand me that well I just wish she'd accept the fact of me being who I am, I can't apologise for that can I?
"Oh, thank you Nessie," she smiled slightly at the corners of her mouth looking down at her own plate of food.
"Your welcome Sue," I smiled widely.
"So Nessie are you starting school soon you look old enough to begin high school?" Grandpa Charlie said glancing over the table in his very small kitchen.
"I think so, I hope so anyways to be in a school environment-", I saw momma and dad standing at the frame of the door arms wrapped round each other, and looking each other in the eye… they turned their heads towards me and nodded.
"Yes I think I am starting at the beginning of the new year at school!" I replied politely,
"Good, you need some proper education, even though you are some sort of genius, eh bells?" I looked from Grandpa to momma and dad they were all smiling at me in agreement to what Grandpa Charlie had just stated.
I blushed knowing that my brain is still racing ahead than normal human people, I understand that I am different to the humans but then I am more alike than my family I am surround by at home, well except Grandpa…
I could see Jake nodding in agreement; he has never been this quiet before, never. Even though the pain of the thought of my family and me facing the Volturi, he always had something to say? But what is bugging him… I would have been 5 if I was human, but I am racing against time growing so mentally fast and physically than a human, though I'm is not human am I… Just a rare half vampire and half human of a species of supernatural. Sometimes I hate being different so rare there is only a couple of beings like me, for instant; Nahuel…
Nahuel… could this be the reason why Jake is acting so weirdly? I thought to myself. I know I have been hanging out or talking to him more recently, I'm just fascinated with what he has been through losing his mother, the volturi looking for his father Joham, but that is just talk more of someone like me… I need to talk to Jake; I'm a few months away until I am fully developed into staying the same way physically as a 16 year old teenager forever to stay with him…
I need to find a distraction, to get out of here. I looked around the kitchen, momma and Grandpa gossiping over some game Grandpa watched earlier today.. his special subject, i rolled my eyes in his direction, then looked towards Jacob in the eyes and said holding his gaze, "Jake can we talk?"
Well that is the first chapter of Full moon finished, hope you enjoyed! I will be continuing the story as soon as I can…
Please review I would love to hear what you think.. Thanks – Charlotte (peeta'stwilight)