another sad day! o,o couldn't sleep so i decide to write. hope you plea comment..please no mean word.. might start to cry..
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the violent fight
my plea for them to stop
but they never do
so many injure that i hide with clothes
a lot kids cheer when i start to cry and sob silence
i have no support in this school
everyone hate me for being me
they pick me up and rough thrown me a garbage
they treat me like im trash
to them i am nothing
my spirit is fade as the damage getting more cruel
i just wish to disappear
but im still here
it suck so bad
slowly i anxiety got out of the ugly trash can
it hurt to moved
it took me awhile but im out
the abuse it getting intense
but they nothing i can do
my walk to the hallway i can still them hear them talking
i can hear the laughter about how they hurt me
they keep bragged
and my heart hurt
the helpless feeling as they grab me again for another punishment
the fucking despair of having no one by my side
why can't anymore ever like me
why won't anyone help me for once
the haunting razor in my hand when im alone in my room as
i suppressed the urge to end all my sorrow
staring at the empty ceiling once more
as i wait for my father to come back from work..