Ink, Paper, Books
This poetry craze is getting to me.
Sorry for a long hiatus on 'The Cursed Ones'. Writer's block and all.
The format is the same to that of 'My Grey World'. And yes, there is also a hidden message again.
Lavi's spotlight time.
Enjoy, and review if possible.
Disclaimer: -Man belongs to Hoshino Katsura.
Ink
By Aleviene
Illustrious sentences
Scribbling furiously on a piece of indeterminate paper.
Numerous words
My task was to observe and write; to die with the history within me.
Knotted letters
Knowing more than others, because of who I am.
Placed upon my overflowing hands
A burden heavier than the wounds I have, concealed by writing.
And those voices
They pass by me. I tried to capture them, but they were gone.
Peering through
Sometimes, I wonder if someone is mocking me.
Each page as a blurred vision
My memories were there, but they never appeared.
Reading on, alone
Comrades are mere obstacles: so I was taught.
Between two decisions
Which to abandon: my feelings, or my fate?
One other eye was smiling
I hid my emotions behind a mask of happiness, never changing.
One other eye was weeping
But my other half wanted to feel their joy, to share the moments, to laugh, to be together.
Knowing many things
More than those who merely know, I know with understanding.
Such a fool I have become.
Yet I can never be who I truly want to be.
27/3/09