It wasn't a few seconds i walked into my house that my little brother sasuke had already started to cling to me. A normal older brother would find this very annoying, but to me, I love the feeling. My brother is so small and his look on life is that his older brother, being me, is perfect. Sadly he is very wrong.
I am not even close to being perfect. I'm more broken then any human on this earth,yet in sasuke's eyes i am perfect. That is both a curse an a blessing to my heart.
"Nii-san Nii-san!"
That voice. Yes that is what i live for during these times of torture in my life. I live for my brother, the most important person in the world to me.
"I missed you Nii-san."
Missed me? I guess two days out on a mission is a long time. I can feel my lips form into a small smile. I'm happy, he missed me, and it shows me he needs me in his life as much as I need him. Yet in the back of my mind there is that voice of reason: soon he will hate you.
Yes, he will hate me. I will push the won't to spill my blood onto him. Just like i have wished to do it many times onto myself. I'm sorry sasuke, but i need your help.
I need you to be the one to kill me. I need you you to help me atone for my sins. I need you to help free me.
I rube the top of his head and let it seem that im happy as I tell him that I missed him too.
He gives me a bright smile and lends up into my hand.
Sasuke, my sweet brother, I love you. I'm sorry that i never say it. My heart screams it, but i fear you'll hear it.
You will be my freedom, An in return, you will get only pain. The world cursed me to destroy you while you only give me happiness.
My biggest fear in this world...is for you to know how much i love you.
Sorry guys that this isn't the Prussia x Russia FF DX My comp is broken so I have been using one of my library's computers, Yet i wanted to write this FF for awhile so i hope you guys like it!
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