Lose Control
Summary: JasperxOC There is another Cullen that Bella doesn't know about? When her and the Cullen children are sent to retrieve her by Carlisle and Esme. Will old wounds be able to stay closed when the secret is out, or will everything come crashing down around everyone in the small town of Forks. [Rated m for many reasons] [Happens mostly after the James incident] [Also no JasperxAlice]
Name: Lillian Cullen
Age: Looks 17 but is actually about 135.
Hair: Light blond hair that is always straightened and cut so that a under layer of dyed black hair shows. Also has a pink stripe on her right side. Hair goes down to just after her shoulders.
Eyes: Honey brown that go to red when she is in a blood rage or has denied the thirst for too long.
Style: Kind of punkish but will wear anything so long as it isn't bright unless it's white.
Powers/Gifts: Can read people's minds, Empathic, can see into the future, telekinetic.
Chapter One- Searching
"It's more of a practical joke," Edward said as they stared at the wall of graduation caps.
There was an extra row with a picture of a lily stitched next to the row instead of a name. Bella didn't think much of it at the time.
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Bella walked with the Cullen's through what seemed like the center of the city of Portland, OR. They had parked the Volvo and Jeep in a small parking lot.
"How do Carlisle and Esme expect us to find her in a city this big," Bella asked.
"Jasper," Edward said turning his head towards him, "Try to find her scent."
Jasper took in several deep breaths through his nose as Alice stared off into space.
"She at a club singing," Alice said.
"12 blocks east," Jasper said.
"How do you know that," Bella asked knowing it seemed like a stupid question.
"I would remember that scent anywhere," Jasper said, "Cherry blossoms mixed with sandalwood."
"Jasper and Lillian use to be really close before she ran away," Alice said, "Then one day after one of her powers got out of control she just ran for it, not letting any of us help her."
Jasper looked at Alice somewhat coldly which scared most of them.
"I'll go in through the front with Edward and Alice," Jasper said, "Guard the front door. Emmet and Roselle take the back entrance."
"What about me," Bella asked.
"Stay with the cars," Edward said, "It's safer for you there if she loses control again."
They got in the cars and drove the 12 blocks to a club called Punk [totally made up]. Jasper got out and walked through the front with Edward and Alice.
"Stay her," Edward said to Alice, "In case she makes a run for the front."
Alice nodded and stood against the wall looking around before pointing at the stage. Edward and Jasper followed where her finger was pointing. They could scarcely believe that the woman that was up there was Lillian. She sounded like her as the lyrics from Untouched by the Veronicas came from her mouth. She wore a black tank top, wrist warmers, a black and dark blue plaid short skirt, fishnet stockings and black grey checkered high-tops. Her gaze roamed the crowed before it saw two people that she hoped to never see again. As she finished the song she went right into decode from Paramore.
She looked around spotting Alice and then turned her gaze back to her so called brothers. She stared at Jasper mostly while she sang.
"She still mad," Edward asked.
"More afraid of seeing me here," Jasper said, "Confusion, guilt, and something that I can't quite place. Her thoughts?"
"'How did they find me I was so careful in hiding'," Edward replied, "'I've got to get out of here before they can get to me, I can't go home.' 'I'm afraid'."
Jasper looked from Edward to the woman that he once loved. She still looked about the age of 18. As the song ended she dropped the microphone and ran backstage. Jasper could have sworn he saw her wipe something wet from her face. He took a deep breath in and confirmed his suspicions. She was crying. Jasper and Edward snuck backstage and saw Lillian sitting on a storage crate holding a bloody tissue.
"I didn't expect you guys to find me soon," Lillian said as she tossed the tissue in the trash.
She looked at them and they could both see faint smears of blood from where she cried. No mortal would have noticed how faint they were.
"Alice and I both know what I'm going to do next," Lillian said, "Goodbye."
Lillian bolted down the empty hallway towards the backdoor at vampire speeds, Jasper and Edward right behind her. She flung her hand, making the door open while pushing Roselle and Emmet into the next buildings wall. Edward looked to see them getting up as they ran pass them.
"Get Alice," he said.
Lillian continued to run until she climbed up a fire escape. Jasper and Edward launched themselves up after her, Jasper in the lead. Edward had no idea how his brother became faster than him. They ran over the roof until Jasper tackled Lillian with a growl pinning her to the ground. She struggled in his hold. He could feel her fear and used her gift to help her relax enough to where they could talk to her.
"Esme and Carlisle want you home," Jasper said.
"I'm not going," Lillian growled at him, "I ran away for a reason!"
"It was a stupid mistake," Jasper growled back, "I'm taking you back even if I have to hold you the entire way back to Forks."
"Then you might as well hold me struggling the whole way back," Lillian spat.
Jasper just shrugged before picking her up tightly. Edward and Jasper looked in the alley to see that the others had brought the cars. As he inhaled he could still smell blood, Lillian's blood. He flipped her upside down and looked at her legs, they were a little scratched up from where they slid on the gravel. Lillian growled the whole way down and into the backseat of the Volvo. Jasper sat in back while Edward and Bella took the front. Alice headed over to the Jeep. True to his word Jasper still had his arms around her elbows keeping them pinned to her sides. She remained silent most of the way home.
"I assume that you guys already got my stuff," Lillian said annoyed.
"Yeah," Edward said, "By the way Lillian, this is my girlfriend Bella. Bella this is my slightly older sister Lillian."
"Pleasure," Lillian said in the same annoyed tone and thought knowing that Edward would hear it, "Does she know?"
"Yes she does," Edward answered out loud, "We can trust her though."
Lillian let out a huff and bent her head down as if she was going to nod off. Jasper stared out the window before he felt pain in his right forearm. He looked down to see Lillian had bitten him hard. He bent down so his mouth was next to her left ear.
"Don't start something that you won't be able to finish Lil," Jasper said.
He looked at her eyes and noticed that they were turning a ruby color. She was staring at Bella hungrily.
"Pull the car over now," Jasper said as he tried to get Lillian to focus on him, "Lil, Lillian! How long has it been since you fed."
"Too long," She said as Edward stopped.
"Bella get out," Edward said as he got out, "Do it now!"
Bella didn't need to be told twice as she did what he said. Jasper looked at the slowly fading cut where she had bitten him. He held onto her tightly as she began to thrash about. Edward opened the door and Jasper leaped out, still holding Lillian, as he ran into the forest. He pushed her up against a tree and stared at her. She was staring at him hungrily.
"Remember what Carlisle taught us," Jasper said, "I bringing you out here to hunt. You cannot go after humans Lillian."
She smiled evilly as he let her go. Her hearing picked up a family of deer not far off. She ran in that direction with Jasper following a little ways behind keeping her in his sight. Lillian jumped on one and bit its neck, letting the warm blood fill her mouth. Jasper watched her with an almost content smile watching her feed. When she had drained the deer dry Jasper looked at her somewhat red eyes.
"For old times sake," he asked with a raised eyebrow.
She smiled at him in confirmation. They listened and ran off after a few of the remaining deer, feeding together. Her eyes were returning to normal as they stared at each other. Jasper could sense lust coming from her like it usually did after they fed together.
"We don't have time," Jasper said taking out a cloth that he kept on him and cleaned himself off, "Not today."
"Aww," Lillian said with a pout as she walked over to him seductively, "We always had time after feeding."
"They want us home before sunrise," Jasper said looking at the dark sky and tossing her the rag.
"Remember how you use to think," Lillian said rubbing the blood off her neck and mouth, "that me being covered in blood after a feeding was a turn on. Whatever happened to my dear Jasper?"
"Come on," Jasper said, "They're waiting for us."
"Trust me," he thought, "If I thought we had the time, you would already be against the tree."
"Jasper such naughty thoughts," Lillian said, "But might as well before mom and dad come after me themselves."