Forgive me if this sounds mushy and not at all like the real scout. It is based off of true events and true emotion's that are based off of me and lots of friends. In the feature, there will be yaoi, so if you do not like that, go away. thank you.

His smile was his mask. He did it constantly to avoid confrontation. When he got called a name, he smiled. When he was the but of a joke, he smiled. When his anger rose beyond its vantage point, he smiled. He even smiled when he was ready to cry. Everyone on the fortress, just thought he was a very happy man, but he was actually threatening his health. He was depressed. Maybe not depressed as so much as jealous. Or maybe a mixture of both? He didn't know. All he knew was that none of the other fortress members seemed to notice or care; except for one and even then he had to go to that man for help!

'I don't understand the attraction,'

He sat against the wall of the military building, watching two people from afar converse with a scowl on his face. Pulling his knees to his chest, he huffed, resting his back against the wall.

'I mean, yeah, alright, I'm not the best looking person in the world, but come on. What's their connection otherwise!?'

His scowl slowly melted as he watched the man he cherished so, laugh at something the other said. His lower lip began to tremble, he knew he was being ridiculous, but he sniffled and looked down at his knee's. He could feel that heavy, bone crushing breath taking sadness grip his heart and stake it. One more hole in the other wise broken heart. What did it matter?

It's not fair, he said he didn't want to break Engineer or my heart, but mine is the one that is cracking further. Don't he get it?! Fuck!'

He pounded his fists on the ground. His anger level was raising the more he thought about his obsession. He slowly stood, grabbing his famous bat in the progress.

'Mother fuck! I feel so damn weak now and I don't fucking like it! He has no idea how much this hurts! He doesn't get it!'

"FUCK!"

The word slipped before his hands swung. His bat came in contact with a glass window, shattering it.

"Scout!"

Scout instantly recognized the German medic's accented voice, but at the moment, he didn't care if it was Pryo that confronted him. Like the stake of sadness that already passed into his heart, anger had its fiery grip on his emotions.