Dream 1

The wind picked up speed around me, it was a living hell. Everyone was so close yet so far away, Soda was reaching out for me, but I couldn't reach back. Someone was holding my arms making it impossible for me to reach my friends. At one point mom and dad were behind me, calling for me to come out to them, I would've done so if the man hadn't pulled a knife out. He stabbed them right in front of my eyes and laughed as a train sped by, hitting both my parents killing them immediately.

The man was wearing all black; I couldn't see his face much. All I knew is he had black-blonde hair, the shadows of the hood he was wearing made it nearly impossible to see that much. His voice sounded like Johnny and Dally's put together, only the words were slurred showing he was drunk. Although it sounded like them I knew it wasn't they were with the rest of the gang, yelling for me to get away from them man. They were acting like I wasn't struggling, like I was just standing there while the man was threating me with everything in the world. Johnny didn't look mad and annoyed about how long this was taking but still he had a look of annoyance on his face. "Ponyboy, come on baby. Just actually try to reach." Soda said, his voice was calm and soothing but his look said it all.

"You need to actually try!" Steve snapped, not even bothering trying to hide how annoyed he was to be here. "Come on kid-don't kill yourself." Two-Bit said, his commercial grin was gone. Suddenly everything went black then turned into water.

I couldn't breathe water burned my lungs. I was struggling even more but strong hands held me under. I had seen this before, a red haze filled my mind then everything went black. When light returned all I could see was Bob doubled up in the moonlight, he was lying there dead, a pool of a crimson liquid started to form around him. I tried to run but my legs numb from the icy waters of the fountain.

"HELP!" I was lying on the ground seconds after Johnny half pushed me out of the church. Dally looked down at me and started swearing under his breath before returning for Johnny. Everything went black then we were in the hospital, Johnny was lying in deaths bed waiting for the pain to end. He looked up at me. "You let me die, that's not gold." He said before going limp in the pillow. "Damnit Johnny, don't die on me now." Dally said suddenly appearing. He ran out of the hospital room punching the wall as hard as he could while doing so. The sound of gunshots took me to the park, just as Dally hit the ground.

"Ponyboy…" Dally started while crawling on the ground in pain from the bullets. He fell limp not finishing his sentence, but he didn't need to. His expression said it all; 'You killed the only person I loved, therefore you killed me.' I screamed out but no noise left my throat. Everyone was staring at me. "You killed them all, Mom, Dad, Johnny, and Dally." Darry said, Soda was looking at me, hatred filled his eyes. "You're nothing but a-tag along who killed his best friend and his mentor." Steve said the started swearing at me under his breath. Suddenly the ground rushed up to meet me.

I sat up quickly, a cold sweat covering my body. Soda looked scared and Darry was sitting on the edge of the bed. "Oh my god, Ponyboy You scared us to death. You wouldn't wake up… What happened?" Soda asked me quickly, I looked around the familiar settings of my room trying to remember the dream. What did happen? "I don't really remember." I admitted quietly to them, they didn't seem to mind I can't remember half of my dreams. Darry looked at me and Soda before getting up. "Alright, it's still four in the morning, you two get back to bed." He turned around leaving us.

I sat there in silence for a minute with Soda, he was staring at me. A sudden hit of tiredness his me and I laid back down, Soda followed in a similar fashion and threw an arm across my shoulder. This past dream was like my other ones, I couldn't remember it. All the time I have these dreams I can't remember, each time it's different too. I lay there trying to remember it when Soda's light breathing started to put me to sleep. Sleep took over my body, me curled up next to Soda.