Hey guys! This is just an idea that came to me, it's based on the song A New Hope by Broken Iris- AWESOME band, by the way- but it's NOT a SongFic, I would FAIL. This'll probably fail, but, whatever, I can try.
On other notes, I'm going to try, keyword : TRY, to make a few oneshots whenever I get the chance, and character suggestions would be AWESOME. Like, SUPER awesome. SUPER-SPECIAL-AWESOME.
Anywho, I present to you my FIRST EVER oneshot that will probably be a piece of shit!
"Are you happier there, wherever you are?"
The cold, grey tombstone just sat, giving no sign that she had heard me.
I felt a single tear slip down the side of my face, the warm liquid burning my frozen flesh.
I silently set the rose on the soil where I could only guess that she lay six feet underneath.
It was a bright, vivid red, her favorite color. Before... Before the accident. Before this cruel world stole her from me.
"Why?" I questioned, to no one in particular. "Why, why would you leave me here?
More of the bitter, salty water found its way down my face, splattering the ground in tiny splotches.
Freezing wind seemed to mock my sadness, whispering, "She's gone, she's gone, you'll never get her back..."
I clenched my fist in anger, and I felt gritty sand begin to form around my frame.
"You can't be gone! I love you! I'm sorry... I never should have let you go..." It was my fault she was dead. I never should have allowed her to go on that mission.
"I'm sorry! I'm sorry! Come back to me!" I was screaming in agony, clutching where my heart was supposed to reside. All I felt was an intense burning pain.
"I never should have wasted ANY of your time! I shouldn't have! Please... Come back..." I missed her bright smile, cheery eyes. Her rosy lips, her personality, HELL, everything.
I slowly fell to my knees. How was I supposed to continue on without her? It would take me a thousand lifetimes to find a new hope to keep pushing onwards.
She had been my life, I loved her more than I knew. I realized this now, after she had been taken away from me. "I want you back," I whispered.
I would give ANYTHING for her back. Even my own life.
"Listen to me, anyone, if you're even there!" I shouted to the sky.
"WHY?! Why did you take the one person who gave me purpose away?! Answer me!"
I choked back sobs, I felt like someone had reached into my soul and ripped apart from the inside.
Everything was out to get me. I knew it. My father, Yashamaru, and now the entire world. Am I... Just not destined to find happiness?
Maybe I was right, the only person I can love is myself. That's the one thing this god-forsaken lace CAN'T take way from me. Even still...
She had taught me to love, not killing, but an actual human.
When can I truly feel whole? I WAS whole with you, but nothing lasts forever.
I screamed, one last time. My head was pounding, the world around me spinning.
I was dead inside.
I had spent what felt like a lifetime holding on with you, but all for what? What was it all worth, now that you are gone?
Why? Isn't that the question we all ask ourselves? I am no different. Why?
Yes, yes... I'm aware that it sucked... It was a pretty fucking short for a oneshot too... Sorry 'bout that... BUT! Thanks for reading!