Ronnie's Pov
I am so tired of all this fighting its a contstance war
One that i will never win

He should disseapear and never come back
He's ruined my life

Took everthing from me including my baby
The most beautiful baby in the world
The one thing i love i cant have it because of him he wont let me be happy

My sister 2 he turned her against me
No one wants anything to do with me because of him everybody hates me

I don't know what to do i want my baby
I only have a locket to remind me of her
She was amazing i remember her little fingers clutching on never wanting to let go
I only got 2 hours 23 minutes exactly after that she was gone i would never see her again

He gave her away
Stole her from me
Made my life hell from that day on

My boyfriend Joel wanted nothing to do with me
Even he got turned against me

My mother left when i was 5 months pregnant
Dissepeared of the face of the earth never to return

2 years later my sister Roxanne accused me of cheating on her boyfriend all down to him again

I was shocked she was my own sister i would never do that to her
After that she moved to Walford to live with Peggy a distant aunt at the time

I was left alone with him evil, he abused me , physically and mentally
2 months later i couldn't take i left i left school i wasn't going back ever
I moved to Walthamstow for a few months stayed with a friend of the family

But i had to leave i couldn't stay there forever they had contacted dad
I was nearly 17 by then

I was of the rails then i tryed to commit suicide i hated everything, everyone in this world well except my baby but she was gone with a new family.

I took an overdose of medication i was rushed to hospital had my stomach pumped twice.