This is Girl Next door Yaoi addition! Enjoy! You can read the OC addition by going to me profile!

Courage doesn't always roar.
Sometimes courage is the quiet voice
at the end of the day saying,
"I will try again tomorrow."
- Mary Anne Radmacher.

Another day Deidara walks through the same old hall, he sees the same old people, and he is yet again alone. Deidara can't help but notice all of these pretty girls with dates, and all the popular guys with chicks on their hips.

Deidara does the same routine everyday, he walks into homeroom, gets out a piece of paper and draws tell school starts.

Today was a little different though, for today Sasori sat behind him with Tobi.

"Tobi did you have sugar again today?" The red head asked the masked boy, Deidara couldn't help but over hear them! I mean they were right behind him! And he has nothing better to do…..

"Yes! I did have sugar today Sasori-sempia!" (AN: okay in the anime Tobi never said Tobi's a good boy. I'm sorry but it is true and he never talks in third person. I might do it sometimes just for your entertainment tho.) The now hyper boy told the shorter one.

"Didn't we tell you not to eat sugar before school? You know that Hidan is going to be cussing up a storm now right?" the broadness in his voice clear as he told the masked boy this.

"I know this! But Tobi isn't going to stop cause of Hidan," the black haired boy deemed.

"Whatever" Sasori sighed losing interest already.

"Hey….Deidara right?" Deidara turned to his side to see Naruto the class clown talking to him.

"What do you want un?" Deidara seemed frustrated by the way he said it but the truth is he was just tired.

"Can I borrow some paper I forgot all of mine in my locker, by accident," the blonds rubbed the back of his neck and smiled nervously.

"Sure" Deidara gave him some paper and went back to drawing.

Sasori stared at the gender confused blonde for a moment, then went back to his reading and ignoring Tobi.

The bell rang and everyone left the room but Deidara, Sasori, and Sakura. Sakura walked over to the blonde artiest.

"Hey Girl/boy thing! I need you to do my homework this week, I have cheerleading practice so I don't have time to do it," she flipped her hair over her shoulder in that annoying popular girl way.

"No" Deidara said simply.

"What?" the pink haired girl shirked.

"I said no un. What do you want me to do? I'm not going to fan over you," he shrugged his shoulders.

"Why you!" she said anger clear in her voice.

"Oh I'm sorry, here I'll be like all the other losers. Oh! My! Gosh! Sakura, the most popular girl in school is talking to me! Little old me? Will yes I will, I will do your homework you crazy slut!" he said in a high pitch tone but said crazy slut in his own voice. He rolled his eyes "Better un?"

Tobi started to laugh and Sasori merely smirked at Sakura's frustration. Soon tho Hidan came in cussing and Kisame was trying to plug his ears.

"Okay I get it!, shut up!" the normally calm shark man yelled at the sliver haired boy.

"HI Kisame-nii-san!" Tobi yelled from across the room, the blue man smiled and walked over to the childish one in their little group and ruffled his hair a little with a big grin on his face.

"Hey shrimp, how are you doing!" the shark man smiled happily

"Great! This blonde boy just yelled at Sakura 'cause she wanted him to do her homework but he said no!" the boy cheered happily.

The silver haired man named Hidan laughed "serves that bitch right!" he laughed.

"Hey brat what is your name?" Sasori spoke up with his smooth voice.

Deidara blushed not use to getting all of this attention "Deidara" he told them but never meet their eyes.

"Good work kid," Kisame laughed and hit Deidara on the back.

Deidara kinda just looked at them his blue eyes showing his surprise "Um thanks un," he thought the hit would hurt but surprisingly Kisame is very gentle. So far Deidara like these new people, even if they are the most popular kids in school, they were still pretty nice.

"Does this mean Deidara-sempia will be hanging out with us now?" Tobi yelled excitedly

"That would be up to him." Sasori stated calmly if not bored a little

"Well kid, what you say?" Kisame asked with a grin on his face

"No way, this F**ker isn't cool enough to be a part of us, he doesn't deserve to f**king sit with us or any of that s**t." Hidan yelled.

"No, un. I have to go to math." He said with a slight eye twitch "besides why would I want to hang out with a bunch of snobby Preps." With this said Deidara stood and walked out as calmly as he could.

The Akatsuki, Really? Why would the most popular boys, and hottest boys, in school talk to me? There just a bunch of snobs tho, just like the other jocks, and "populars" they only want to hurt people to make themselves feel better….or that is what I see….more so what my dad told me. I can still remember his words "Never, ever be friends with popular kids. They will hurt you and use you, never do anything with them! I would be very disappointed in you if you became a snob like them." He had so little faith in Deidara and those were his last words before he died.

Thoughts were swarming in Deidara's head, he couldn't think straight. "Stupid preps," he mumbled before sitting down and pulling out his homework before class started.

There was a tap on his shoulder; he looked up to see Uchiha Itachi. "Yes, Uchiha-san?" He said bitterly.

Itachi smirked but the teacher, an old lady with gray hair and a nice smile, came over and looked at Itachi "Itachi, What are you doing here my boy?" she asked in a weak voice.

Itachi smiled polite at her "would it be okay if me and my friends borrowed Deidara-san?" he bowed his head slightly.

"Why yes, you sure can. And Deidara I will pass you for the test today. I'll go ahead and put a 100 in for you. " She smiled and walked over to her computer. Deidara tiered to protest, but Itachi already had all of his stuff and was walking to the door. He had no choice but to follow! No choice I say…..But don't we always have a choice?

"Itachi, please tell your father I said thank you," Miss Englishmen told him. But Deidara understood know. She owed him and that is how he got what he wants, she was only repaying her debt to the Uchiha family.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Breather (1)~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Deidara stood outside the classroom looking at the group of boys in front of him. "Look I have no money, I have nothing of value to any of you, and I owe none of you anything. So please just let me go back to class before something disastrous happens, hmmm?" Deidara didn't want to get violent, to many bad things happened when he did.

"We don't want anything from you b**ch" Hidan growled.

"We just want to hang with you Diedara-sempi!" the orange masked yelled.

"I just don't like being blown off, brat," Sasori said in a slightly angered, yet more annoyed voice.

"Lay low she said. Everyone will ignore you she says, it will all be fine nothing to worry about un! Be yourself stay hidden! Wow thanks a lot mom look were your advice got me!" Deidara started mumbling to himself, his hand had gone into a tight fist only for him to wince and rub his gloved hand.

"Gezz clam down kid," the intimating shark man told him with a laugh.

"I only want to know why you blew us off without a second thought. No one defies me!" An orange haired man told him, all of his pricing kind of frightened poor little Deidara.

Deidara sighed "Look un, it's nothing personal. I'm only doing what my dad asked of me before he died. Okay hmmm?"

They all looked at him kind of weird and he sighed again "I'm not allowed to have/ be friends with popular kids okay? Besides having people like you," he pointed to them "will bring trouble to me," he pointed to himself "get it un?"

"No" one of them stepped out. It was a blue haired girl. Her voice was smoothed but held some power to it. "Why are you parents forcing you not to have friends? That doesn't seem very fair to me, why listen?" Dang, hit deep why don't ya.

"Because un, something about being made fun of, being used, being picked on, not wanting me to end up like a snob, not wanting me to go through the pain my father went through. I don't know un, I listen because my mom is all I have and it was the last thing my father asked of me. I'm just being a good kid till I'm out of this place." Deidara turned to leave, but suddenly remembered the Uchiha still had his things so he turned back and took his things from said Uchiha

Before he left tho he turned back to Itachi and bowed "Thank you for your help with my father's death, but," He stood straight up and glared at the Uchiha "I hate you." With that he turned and left.

"What a strange boy" Konan said.

"But doesn't that mean he would fit perfectly with us?" Tobi cheered.

~~~~~couple of minutes later~~~~~~~~~~~

"Stupid people don't know what 'leave me alone' means. Why do they have to be so stubborn?" Deidara mumbled to himself again. He just walked out of a flower shop, the group of boys and one girl still following him.

You see, instead of going back to school he left and took a walk, they kept following him. They tried to hide, but failed miserably.

Deidara was now walking in the direction of the cemetery, which was only a few more minutes away. Very soon Deidara, and the group, arrived at the gates.

It was a nice cemetery, the grass was cleanly cut, the place kept intact thanks to the Flower shop owner, old lady Daisy (whom kept flowers planted and water to keep the place nice and give it a lighter happier feeling), Old man Blackwood who owned the cemetery and kept the building around it form decaying. Deidara knew both of them and was very close to the old couple for they are like the grandparents he never got to have. They even spend the holidays together here at the cemetery to have fun.

A lot of families came and had picnics to talk to dead loved ones, or just sit by the graves to talk to them, some kids even come here to hang out, or cry with departed family when things are rough. For this town, that was normal. People here didn't cry a lot for the dead. The rejoiced and remembered them, for no one wants to be forgotten. That is how the people here get over things like death, by trying to make it brighter.

Poor Deidara was always kept in the dark tho. As Deidara walked he remembers his past a little. Flashes of him playing with his dad as a little kid, the flashes seemed to be brighter then what the world was tho.

You could see a young Deidara smiling and laughing being chased by man with black hair, who was smiling, but his eyes and noise were blurred, trees speed past so that you couldn't see them, only a blur.

"Catch me father! Come on, run faster un!" the child yelled at his dad. When the man finally did catch him, he swooped him up into the air in his arms and swung in a circle as Deidara screamed but his scream turned into laughter and the man smiled and laughed as well.

"Boy's come in for Dinner!" A bright smiling woman in an afternoon white sunflower dress, her face was also blurred, all except her smile, stood at the door bringing warmth to the world with her very presence in the yard.

"Mommy!" A little Deidara screamed and jumped from his father's arms to run to the red haired woman. She picked him up and kissed his cheek "I love you mommy!" the Younger Deidara's childish voice sang.

He was such a happy child, always smiled and tried to be nice to everyone, such a young innocent child with all kinds of joy. For the world was his playground and he had nothing to worry about, no reason to cry, he was so forgiving as well, only because no one had ever betrayed or hurt him yet. His mom wanted a girl so he allowed her to dress him up as a girl, as long as he didn't have to go into public like that.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Breather!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Deidara snapped out of it as he came to grave stone with a few dead flowers on it. He picked up the dead flowers and replaced them with new ones of all different colors. Deidara wrapped the dead flowers up in some kind of paper with clay on it, he threw it in the air with no care, and he didn't even jump when it exploded midair.

Deidara sat at the grave and did his homework, slowly doing the math and English projects that are due this Friday.

"This is a weird place to do homework" Deidara looked up slightly to see the blue man who spoke.

"Not really, un. Look around, what do you see hmm?" Deidara asked them and went back to work. Looking around you saw a lot of people and kids playing around and laughing, very few were crying. "You see un this is a place to smile and rejoice in those that have passed to a better place….or worse." Deidara told them, the last part was mumbled.

It wasn't normal for him to talk like this to people, but his dad was here to help him and these people didn't seem so bad…..But when you don't believe someone will hurt you and they betray you it hurts even more.

"Alright kid so why don't you take us home and you join our group," Sasori said.

Deidara frowned then sighed "You guys won't take no for an answer will you un? Alright but don't be surprised by what happens."

"Why are we letting the f**king blonde join our group, what has this b**ch done to be let into our f**king group?" Hidan yelled.

"Because he is weird enough to be a part of us," Pain said.

"Freaks," Deidara mumbled.

He started walking away from the cemetery, his work is done and he has nothing better to do then be yelled at by his mom.

A few minutes later they were all walking down a dirt road with trees all over the place.

"How far do you normally walk? Yeah this is f**king retarded to walk so long. I do love the sensory tho," Deidara didn't even have to look up to know Zetsu was the one speaking. He knew all about how Zetsu talk to himself and was basically two people in one body.

"Well to answer your question Zetsu-san, it is a 15 to 20 minute run to school. I tend to walk everywhere tho, un. It is very nice exercises." Deidara answered.

"I'm a little tea pot short and stout, here is my handle here is my spout, but if you tip me over….Momma says knock you out!" Tobi sang.

"Where did you get that?" Kakuzu asked in a very intimidating voice, looking down at the masked boy with his oddly colored eyes.

"I combined Happy song and Little tea pot together! Isn't it wonderful?" Tobi screamed.

"Shut up, un. You're so annoying, hmm" Deidara said coldly. Tobi was silent by this rude outburst and walked a little closer to Zetsu, who quietly told him he was a good boy. "We are here" Deidara told them as they came up onto a two story brick house. "There isn't another house for about two miles down the road east if you go back up the long drive way and turn left, and before you ask un, the drive way alone is a good 5 minutes to walk up or down in our case." Deidara informed.

As they entered the house Deidara went into the kitchen his new "Friends" following. They came up to red haired women; her eyes were dark and mean looking, a very ugly shade gray-brown. Nothing like Deidara's eyes that are bright and have this weird innocent look to them, yet that at the same time has seen too much.

"Mom, I have friends over. Is it okay if we take some drinks to my room?" Deidara asked.

"Yes dear that is just fine, don't spill anything tho. You'll do yard work if you do." The lady warned without looking up.

"Her voice was soft but had a hard tone, she seems nice but I don't trust her." Sasori, Tobi, and Pain all thought, even Kisame and Itachi thought the same as this.

They all went up the stairs and went all the way to the end of the hall where Deidara opened a door that was painted black with yellow rims, a very odd combination and amazingly it look very cool.

All the people thought the room was going to be small only to learn that most of the hall was the room, it split off into two directions (I'll put a picture). Deidara sat all the drinks on a table which he pulled over to his bed. "Don't be shy make yourself at home as long as you don't break anything un." Deidara told the Akatsuki as they stood there awkwardly.

Deidara took off his shoes and placed them by the door and his jacket which he put on the rake by his widow. "You have a big room sempia," Tobi told him as he sat on the bed. Soon Deidara joined him.

"When dad died mom wanted to get rid of everything that reminded her of him so she tore down the wall that separated his game room, took out the door and told me to do whatever I wanted with it. Un," Deidara explained. "My work area is over there in that corner that is where I put all my art stuff hmm."

"You have a lot of explosives," Kakuzu told him as he looked around the area. Surprisingly Deidara's room was neat and organized with only a few cloths and art stuff on the floor.

"And Clean," Kona told him.

"I like to make things explode; mom gives it to me as long as I stay out of her hair. And if my room is clean and organized then I'm not struggling to find things and therefore able to relax more pulse I have a lot of free time." Deidara shrugged.

"Don't you hang out with your friends?" Tobi asked

"Do you even have friends? Oh stop being mean, you could be a little nicer to him, oh shut up you pansy. Why you rude little prick," Zetsu started to argue with himself, a few including Deidara laughed at it lightly.

"No I don't. My mom doesn't like for me to be out," Deidara said with a shrug.

"Your mom doesn't seem like a very good women," Pain said with crossed arms, he was sitting on the perch that out stretches from the widow.

"Who is this Sempia?" Tobi asked pointing to a picture with a beautiful woman with red hair and pretty gray brown eyes, and a very nice young man with a bright smile and black hair and deep green eyes. There was a young girl with blonde hair and bright blue eye and in a pink dress. She was pouting but still looked happy.

"That is my family before my dad died," Deidara said.

"Who is the girl?" Itachi asked.

"Me, my mom wanted a girl so she would dress me up. UN. That closet over there behind my dresser that is blocked off has a lot of girl clothes in it. My mom still wants me to be a girl, un." Behind the dresser is a small hole in the wall that has all the girl clothes in it.

"That seems nice." Kona said trying not to laugh.

"No wonder you're so f**king gender confused you B**ch," Hidan laughed loud and annoying.

"Shut up, un" Deidara yelled at him clenching his fist.

Then the door opened and there was a large clanging sound as plates hit the floor. Deidara looked at the door terrified at what he saw, he visibly paled. All the others look to the door to see what he was so scared of. What they saw, scared most of them.

_Done with this chapter!_


(1) Okay so I hate it when people walk in and you have to find a stopping place or you have to do something but just doon't want to stop reading so I added BREATHER in my story! Breather is a stopping place. So you need to stop but don't want to find the breather and you can stop there!

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I hope you liked this chapter! I own nothing! Do not expect all the other chapters to be this long. I will try my best tho I promise! If you have ideas and or suggest I'm glad to hear them. If you want to see something please tell me!

If you see something wrong I wish to know, I might even add side characters in so you might want to send in an info sheet of a character of yours. I cannot promise they will be good people! (they will most likely be evil girl that work with Sakura and I just really need names and looks and personality for evil people.)

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Remember it isn't always a bad thing to be the Girl Next Door!