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Why? This is a question I often ask myself. Why was I chosen to guard them, why did my heart torture me like this, when will love be done with me? Years I have lead and helped them as a human never as a friend or something more. A hand brush here and a side glance there, trivial I know but more meaningful than you will ever know. Here's my story.

You know that saying "every time a bell tolls an angel gets it's wings" well I don't know if it's true but depending who you talk to Marco was definitely an angel. We never actually met but I knew that we shared something. His relationship with Dylan was true love al right but even a witch has his weaknesses. They were perfect, just right for each other, yin and yang, they completed each other, it was a perfect balance just like the universe and was to be treasured by any witch no matter how powerful, but I hated them, all of them for mocking him I would have stepped in and killed everyone of them if I hadn't stopped myself.

The attack, ohh the attack I snapped, Once the cops arrived I decided to give karma a little push. They were such jerks, I could have killed them but I decided to frighten them. I knew it would happen, I could see it coming a mile away. All black nothing but an athame and magic on my side but I wasn't scared . I couldn't stand them. So, what did I do you ask, I attacked. First just pouncing at them from the trees and frightening them, it was fun at first, then the anger came back. The urge to hurt them cause them pain like they had him. I was special, as much as a witch could be of course. fire was my domain fire throwing my power, flames flew from my hand, striking them all in a wave of power. I was furious and I hated them so much. Then the romance blossomed and I continued my original path defending and reassuring. Yet all the time my heart was burning, knowing that He would never be mine I stood back willing to sacrifice my happiness for his. Every day was like a dream but there must be a time for every dream to end. I feared that day since I realized hat I loved him. Then that day came and I went to him and felt tears stream along my face, like rivers. I told him everything and I couldn't leave him but I had to. "Why does the goddess torture me like this". I thought as I departed in to the mists to return to the Isle of Avalon, I never saw him again why ,why ,why!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And dread the day when dreaming ends One day I'll fly away, leave all this to yesterday.