Irreparable by Fourthiv
Authors Note: I do not own anything Naruto or Naruto related. I also do not own the song that this fan fiction was based on, 'From The Inside' - Linkin Park
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"Love is whatever you can still betray. Betrayal can only happen if you love." - John LeCarre
My name is Uchiha Sasuke, ANBU member of Konoha. I am a betrayer. I am incurable, irreparable. I am alone, and I despise it.
"What...WHAT
IS THIS?!"
"...I'm
sorry Naruto"
"Shut
up! How...how could you? WITH HER!?"
"I...I
don't know wha-"
"SHUT
UP, SHUT UP, SHUT UP!"
"Please...cal-"
"Don't
you dare tell me to calm down! Don't you dare. You've been home
for 3 years now. We've spent the last 2 together, loving each
other, caring for each other. I gave myself to you, my everything,
and this is what I get? Finding you and Sakura in our bed,
with her fucking legs spread, and you fucking her into oblivion,
moaning how much you love her?! How long? Huh? How long has this
been going on?!"
"..."
"TELL
ME!"
"10
months..."
"I
see. Get out"
"Naruto,
please"
"I
SAID GET OUT! NEVER COME BACK! NEVER! Go love your happy life with
your whore"
I
never thought much about it, about what I had done. What I was doing.
Somewhere
inside of me there was guilt. I knew that much. Until I was caught, that is.
Staring
into his eyes after he caught us, seeing the unwavering emotions of
pain and betrayal in his eyes made me want to die.
I
still don't know why I betrayed him again.
I
didn't see him for months. No one did. I thought about him every
single day.
The
marriage was a farce to the world. I guess since I couldn't have him,
I took what I betrayed him for.
That
next day I caught a glimpse of him. It made my heart surge and swell
with emotions I had never felt.
I
realized then what I had done; what I gave up.
I
realized then how much I loved him.
Following
him, I watched as he trained relentlessly. He was filled with a rage
I had never seen in him before. It was the most terrifying thing I
had ever seen in my life.
I
watched him all day and all night. I watched him as he slept.
Even
though he was passed out he still looked pained.Stepping
up close I took a good look at him. He was thin and gaunt. He
didn't have the usual glow about him. Seeing this broke my heart over and over.
I
don't know how long I sat next to him, but it must have been the
whole night.
When
I felt him stir, I knew I had to get away. Unfortunately I wasn't
fast enough.
He
awoke to find me standing above him.
It
was now or never.
"Naruto...I
think we need to talk"
"Never
again Uchiha. Never again will we talk"
I
felt my heart crack into a million pieces again when he called me by my
surname. My cursed name.
Watching him walk away was the hardest
thing I had ever done.
Time passed and I watched as he became an empty shell of nothingness. Six months after my marriage with Sakura, he was already the captain of ANBU.
I
was so proud of him when I found out.
I
spent the whole night on the roof of my house whispering encouraging
words into the air, hoping they reached him.
And
every day after that I spent worrying whether he would come home
safely from a mission.
A
year later he was said to be more powerful than the three Sannin, in
both name and physical prowess. And even then he was more dead and
more empty.
I
watched as he faked relations with comrades and friends alike.
I
knew what he really was. No one else did.
He
was calm, collected and cool. Efficient and merciless. He never once
failed a mission.
I
wonder as we all stand here, congratulating him on his newest
achievement, whether it would be the same if I had never cheated on
him.
I
wonder if he would still be named the Hokage.
I'm
sure he would be, because that is Naruto.
At
least it used to be. Before I used and abused him. Before I broke
him.
Turning,
I walk out of the room. I can't stand here and watch him, the man
I love, accept something he no longer cares about. I can't stand
watching what I created.
What
have I done?
My name is Uchiha Sasuke, ANBU member of Konoha. I am a betrayer. I am incurable, irreparable. I am alone, and I despise it.
-Owari-
Hey, hoped you guys liked the second installment of the Broken trilogy! Wow, I love angst. In any case, soon I'll be writing the third part of this story, which will be from Sakura's POV.
Story by: FourthIV