A couple months after Lissa's coronation she decided to become the headmistress at Saint Vlad's, Kirova needed to retire and the school was a lot safer anyway. There were still some people who wouldn't except her as Queen, they also thought I killed Tatiana, so naturally I suggested we leave. Anyway tonight was karaoke night; something I wished would have happened when we went to school.

We were all sitting on couches when Lissa got up to invite the first person on stage, and the first person to raise their hand was Adrian ,of course, we haven't talked to each other since we broke up couple months ago. Of course i understand where he was coming from, so I'm just going to let me talk to me when he is ready.

"The song I'm going to sing is called "Lying..." By Panic! At the Disco". I had never heard this song before so let's see how this goes.

(Lying is the most fun a girl can have without taking her clothes off)

(Listen while you read)

Is it still me that makes you sweat? Am I who you think about in bed? When the lights are dim and your hands are shaking as you're sliding off your dress? Then think of what you did and how I hope to God he was worth it. When the lights are dim and your heart is racing as your fingers touch his skin. I've got more wit, a better kiss, a hotter touch, a better fuck Than any boy you'll ever meet, sweetie you had me Girl I was it, look past the sweat, a better love deserving of Exchanging body heat in the passenger seat? No, no, no, you know it will always just be me

let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster

so testosterone boys and harlequin girls

will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?

So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,

Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close

So I guess we're back to us, oh cameraman, swing the focus

In case I lost my train of thought, where was it that we last left off?

(Let's pick up, pick up)

Oh now I do recall, we were just getting to the part

Where the shock sets in, and the stomach acid finds a new way to make you get sick.

I hope you didn't expect that you'd get all of the attention.

Now let's not get selfish

did you really think I'd really let you kill this chorus?

Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster

so testosterone boys and harlequin girls

will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?

So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,

Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?

Dance to this beat

Dance to this beat

Dance to this beat

lets get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster

let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster

I've got more wit, a better kiss, a hotter touch, a better fuck

Than any boy you'll ever meet, sweetie you had me

Girl I was it, look past the sweat, a better love deserving of

Exchanging body heat in the passenger seat?

No, no, no, you know it will always just be me

Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster

So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,

Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?

So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,

Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?

So testosterone boys and harlequin girls

Dance to this beat

so testosterone boys and harlequin girls

Dance to this beat

and hold a lover close

lets get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster

let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster

Wow that was um interesting, but it also makes me feel a billion times worse then I already did. I decided to go next, but I don't want him to know how much that affected me but I have a good song that will show how I feel. I walked up on stage lissa handed me the microphone.

"The song I'm going to sing is set fire to the rain by Adele"

I let it fall, my heart, And as it fell you rose to claim it It was dark and I was over Until you kissed my lips and you saved me

My hands, they're strong

But my knees were far too weak

To stand in your arms

Without falling to your feet

But there's a side to you

That I never knew, never knew.

All the things you'd say

They were never true, never true,

And the games you play

You would always win, always win.

[Chorus:] But I set fire to the rain, Watched it pour as I touched your face, Well, it burned while I cried 'Cause I heard it screaming out your name, your name!

When I lay with you

I could stay there

Close my eyes

Feel you here forever

You and me together

Nothing is better

'Cause there's a side to you

That I never knew, never knew,

All the things you'd say,

They were never true, never true,

And the games you play

You would always win, always win.

[Chorus:] But I set fire to the rain, Watched it pour as I touched your face, Well, it burned while I cried 'Cause I heard it screaming out your name, your name!

I set fire to the rain

And I threw us into the flames

Where I felt something die

'Cause I knew that there was the last time, the last time!

Sometimes I wake up by the door,

That heart you caught must be waiting for you

Even now when we're already over

I can't help myself from looking for you.

[Chorus:] I set fire to the rain, Watched it pour as I touched your face, Well, it burned while I cried 'Cause I heard it screaming out your name, your name

I set fire to the rain,

And I threw us into the flames

Where I felt something die

'Cause I knew that there was the last time, the last time, oh, oh!

Let it burn

Oh oh ohhhh

Let it burn

Oh oh ohhhh

Let it burn

Oh oh ohhhh

That song was good because it was something that Dimitri could think it was about him, but only Adrian and I knew it wasn't. I handed the microphone back to Lissa and started walking off the stage when a huge applause went through the crowd. I looked over at Adrian as I walked over to my seat next to Dimitri, he was staring at me and I felt a flutter in my stomach I quickly looked away, I knew I was falling for him hard I wished this would have happened last year, when he didn't hate me, but there is nothing I can do now.

I sat down and sighed Dimitri grabbed my hand but it didn't have the same spark it did before.

What have I gotten myself into?