Author: Uchiha Yumi
Title: Fulfilled.
Genre: Angst
Summary: Where's the meaning in waiting for someone just to fulfil his passion? Hinata knows. ItaHina Long Drabble.
Rating: PG
Parings: Itachi x Hinata
Main Characters: Uchiha Itachi, Hyuuga Hinata
Special thanks: A special thank to Lilya-chan and FunnyNeko, for reading and correcting all of my nasty stuff.
Notes: English is not my native tongue, so please, tell me about my mistakes!
Ok…
My first day of school after my Xmas holidays…some boring lessons…and that's what happened!
Another ItaHina! After "Uncovered" and "Ten words to one kiss", another one!
It's hopeless, it looks like I'm hooked, now!
Tell me what you think, please. I guess it's somewhat different from the other two.
This is definitely sad, I think… '
Hugs.
Fulfilled
"And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting"
"Right Here", Staind.
It's almost midnight. The nightly birds are singing their sad melodies to the silver moon, and a cold, hissing breeze is slowly moving the dark foliage.
There's no one around in the forest. Just those high trees with their scary shadows and some small, shy animal cautiously moving around the soft carpet of fallen leaves.
And I…
I'm waiting.
I'm alone.
It's just me, my jumping heart and my trembling hands curled around the collar of my jacket, trying to tighten it around my neck and cover me properly.
But I…
I'm just here, waiting.
Waiting for him.
He will come, he promised me that.
He will come to me, as every month, to place his lips on mine and save me – and himself – from the utter loneliness.
Pitiful, isn't it? Maybe. It just depends on how you want to handle the matter.
It's not love, I know it perfectly. It's simply a way, like another, to satisfy himself and prove something – or everything? – to his selfish ego.
But here's the point.
He is selfish. Obstinate. Cruel.
He has no need to depend on others, to feel pity, shame, or fear.
One single, dry words of his, one single insignificant movement and the whole world would change. I know it. And so does he.
But, even being that selfish, powerful man, he still comes.
And he will keep on coming.
He chose me.
He could have had any other woman, but his red, bloody eyes decided to look at me, the shy, powerless, useless Hinata.
I had been dismissed and he picked me up, blessing me with his sick attentions.
And just me.
No one else but me.
Why am I so sure?
Simple. Otherwise, he wouldn't have returned.
He wants to see me. I'm all he needs and craves for to accomplish his lust and desire.
"You're exactly what I was looking for", he once told me.
I just stared at him, that time, eyes widened and mouth opened.
But then I understood. For the first time in my entire life, someone said he was looking for me.
It's still not love, I'm aware of it. But I'm happy all the same.
And I know, even if it was just wild sex, a simple way to get rid of some animal-like instincts, it would be the only thing I could ever get.
So, as long as he'll come, I'll be waiting for him.