Sootie is stupid. Sootie has sentenced herself to torment

For I have given myself a challenge- the challenge to write 50 warriors pairings!

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It was hard. Too hard.

Oakheart.

I stared down at the place that he had sat at the last gathering, right at the foot of the rock.

The perfect place to see me. But he would never sit there again

This isn't fair.

I glanced at our kits. They both looked calm. Neither of them were being wracked with pain, with guilt. He'd been killed by my warriors. Mine. No one else's.

I'm sorry.

I'd never stopped loving him, despite everything. I'd wanted, so badly, to be with him and raise our kits, but it would never happen. We both had dreams, we both had destinies.

If only there had been another way!

When I heard the news, I almost wailed to the sky like a lost kit. When I'd sat vigil, it had been for Oakheart and Redtail. Both of them.

Why did it have to be you?

Even the finding of Firepaw hadn't helped. Nothing could. Because I had loved Oakheart, loved him more than I had loved life itself…but somehow I loved my clan more.

I couldn't help it.

I had to protect my clan. It was my destiny. Being with Oakheart was not my destiny.

How I wish it was!

Then I felt a touch, light as breath, on my side. I turned, expecting to see one of the other leaders, but instead I saw…him.

Oakheart!

His eyes were full of stars, but they were still warm. Still full of love. "I don't blame you." He murmured, stepping close to me.

But you should.

I didn't deserve to be near him, but I couldn't keep my blue eyes from roving over his body, drinking in every part of him. "I've missed you. Always."

I've missed you too.

"I'll watch you." He murmured in my ear. "No matter what happens, I'll watch you."

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You told the truth.

I didn't see Fireheart, standing over me, begging me to hold on. I didn't see Tigerstar, staring at me in shock. I didn't even see my kits. I only saw him.

You came.

"Oakheart," I rasped. He leaned in close, nuzzling my ear. "Bluestar. It is your time to join Starclan." I nodded, barely.

I know. I'm willing to go, if you're there.

"I love you." He said quietly.

I love you too.

Then all went black, and when I awoke, I was with Starclan. And he was waiting for me.

Oakheart.

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