Disclaimer:I do not own Life With Derek, nor do I own Black Dresses by The Spill Canvas.

A/N-I've had the idea for this fic in my head for monthssss and I've written it about a million different ways, but I think this is the best way it turned out. And enjoyyyy.

Goodbyes are said

And roses thrown

And the crowd starts to weep

But the irony of the story is when I fell to my knees

And began clawing at the dirt

In front of the tombstone of my bashful childhood

With you by my side

You're screaming at the top of your lungs, "let it go, let it go"

And I'm screaming at the top of my lungs

"The ceremony was not proper there was not enough people

And who picked the music

Those melodies almost made me physically sick"

I looked down at her grave, my whole body shaking. I couldn't believe she was really dead. It seemed impossible. It seemed like not too long ago she had been alive, smiling and laughing and breathing. Now, here she was, six feet under. I covered my mouth as I choked on a sob. I felt someone's arm wrap around my shoulder. I glanced up and saw Edwin, who was crying just as hard as I was. I turned my body around and wrapped my arms around his shoulders and he wrapped his around my waist.

"Oh god Edwin," I choked out.

He rubbed my back. "I know Case."

And we just stood there like that, even when everyone started leaving, we stayed. I couldn't leave her, it seemed like it would make it even more official. I eventually lied down on her grave, still sobbing. Edwin stayed there with me, his hand on my shoulder, as I sobbed and clutched the grass. It started raining, but I didn't care.

"Casey, do you wanna go now?"

I shook my head. It was getting darker now. It was freezing out. I held my jacket closer to me. Edwin put his jacket over me.

"Thanks," I whispered.

He nodded and laid down. I don't know when it happened but I fell asleep. The sun shining brightly through my eye lids woke me up. I opened my eyes and blinked. I was freezing despite the warm sun beating against my skin. I was lying in muddy grass, there was a jacket draped over me, and my green dress- black was too depressing so I wore green, it was her favorite color- was soaked through with water. Then it hit me. Where I was. Why I was there. I sat up and twisted my neck around and there it was, her gravestone. I closed my eyes and covered my mouth. Warm tears were running down my cheeks so fast, I didn't bother to wipe them away. I looked to my side and saw Edwin, he was sleeping and he had tear stains running down his cheeks. I wiped my face-not that it would do any good- and touched his shoulder, trying to wake him.

After I shook his shoulder a bit, he woke up. "Casey." He looked around and started crying again.

I wrapped my arms around him this time. "I can't believe..." he trailed off.

I shook my head and bit my lip. "Me- me neither."

"We should go, everyone's probably worried, they don't need any more stress."

I nodded. He got up and grabbed my hand, helping me up. I leaned on him and looked back at the grave one last time. I bit my lip and tried to blink back the tears. Goodbye. I love you.

Goodnight and goodbye

Quickly

A/– Ohhh but who died? I know it was short, next one'll be longer, promise. Review please :)