I Am Sin ch.1

A/N: I had written this a long time ago, it was meant to be uploaded on my old account, but my old account was banned and all my stories were terminated. Soooo I guess this is me testing the waters all over again, Please read and give feedback if you'd like. And if you like please keep on reading, it does get better ;)

Edit: After uploading a few chapters, I really like this story again, and I will be finishing it this time... granted if FF allows me to :/

Edit: Soooo… I basically re-wrote this whole chapter XD it sounds so much better now.

Today I choose life. Every morning when I wake up I can choose joy, happiness, negativity, pain... To feel the freedom that comes from being able to continue to make mistakes and choices; today I choose to feel life, not to deny my humanity, but to embrace it. I am not one to flee from the struggle of life, but this place… it's, confusing… the falsities, the mendacity of its very existence, is uncanny in nature, it seems… so real; but knowing it's fake, should I embrace it? Or should I push it away?

This cancer within the ground contains humans and pokemon with power that far surpassed that of normality. Even with my power that far exceeds that of the rest, her and I still cannot escape this pitiful prison. Because we are Sin; no, I am Sin, I belong in a place like this, but she does not. Fore she is a far better person then I shall ever change to be.

Sitting within the center of my rocky abode upon my singular throne. I was about to stand from my spot of power, until a graveler with melted bits of rock falling from its body came thrashing over the edge, it had definitely gone through an ordeal to reach me. How dare it come to provoke me. It wanted to be the head of power, so it 'sprinted' for the killing blow, trying to not waste anymore time; however It was slow, very slow, so I was just watching it trudge and heave for stale air to fill its lungs. Slouching against the left armrest of my throne, I lifted my right black paw towards the pitiful graveler, he seemed confused as he was pushed back by a force he had not seen. I then dropped my right arm, and lifted my head so he could see my blood red eyes from underneath my Abyssal Cloak, which could change into different shades of darkness and stretch and mold as I saw fit. He froze at the sight of my piercing red eyes, the gravelers eyes widened in realization of his demise, he turned and tried to run.

My eyes are something unique to me, they were a 'gift' that was bestowed from someone, but everything comes with a price. My eyes started to glow a deep red, and a gasp of fear could be heard from the graveler as a red aura shimmered and pulsated around it, and held it still and lifted it up into the air. It yelled, begged and even wailed for forgiveness, but I am the pinnacle of power in this shit hole for a reason, and I didn't accomplish that by letting others scurry back to void below. I lifted my head a little more and rotated the graveler to look into the eyes of the mon', and by doing so it looked back and stopped its pathetic movements for freedom. My iris, red as blood just looked back, my pupil morphed into an inverted triangle, with black circles appearing at the middle of each strait, known only by few, as the Eyes Of Renegade. The gravelers eyes were transfixed to mine, but he started to rebel, because he knew what was to come, he began spewing incoherent words about forgiveness and righteousness.

That's when the loud ear piercing screech every other Pokemon knows started reverberating throughout the void, it's yells of pain sounded like thousands of boulders scraping against one another. It screamed even louder still, not able to look away from my eyes, even with the thrashing of the mon' I stayed unmoving, depression resonating from my face. Then it was finally able to break free from my gaze, releasing it, it collapsed to the stone floor with a loud crack. It started to crawl back from whence it came, but the graveler appeared to be suffering, as it desperately crawled for it's 'safety', even though the others would see him as an easy target, and kill him anyway. I closed my eye's, and covered my right eye with my right paw as my eye started to slowly leak blood. The graveler screeched one last time and fell over unmoving, with half its body hanging over the edge. Removing my paw and reopening my eyes that had morphed back to its original state. With blood still rushing down my face, I walk up to the graveler and slowly push it over the edge with a small nudge of my paw. I watched it fall down the pit, to the void of nothingness below, pokemon and humans with their arms stretched out from the many alcoves lining the shaft, as if all were waiting for the graveler to fail, and fall so they can devour it like they always do.

It was snatched about midway down, so I turned, and started walking back as to not watch the disgusting act of eating a fellow mon'. I walked to my desolate throne centered in the middle of the stone circular room, that was about 100yds across and up, my throne was facing towards the giant metal vault door that held my awaiting freedom. With my eyes still pulsating with pain, I covered my right eye again as I sat down in my throne. I have waited for what felt like many decades for that door to open, but it never has for me.

I froze as I heard muffled sounds from behind the door. In excitement I bolted to my feet and jumped down and walked a few steps toward the door and stopped. I lurched forward and rolled my shoulders as many pops and cracks emerged from my back, while tugging my cloak back into its right position. I stood dominantly while making side glances in the direction of the void, and waited for our well awaited freedom. As if on queue, the giant shining clean white vault door opened, slowly leaking beams of white light into the void of darkness. Even the light of freedom could not pierce this void of desolation. The light did not stop naturally, it stopped as if the darkness itself had started to fight the light, it had stopped before it could reach me. I would have walked forward to finally feel the warmth of light once again, but three figures stood in the open door. I can't believe I didn't even see them, I was too transfixed on the light I didn't see them. I knew they could at least see me though, because I heard them all gasp and start talking to one another. These humans are strange, they are not like the ones that I heard usually came to grant our freedom, these humans wear white over coats while the others that usually came wore armor and wielded swords. One very brave or very stupid human started to walk forward on shaky legs and stood before me, realizing I am much smaller than him, he didn't think he had much to fear, but he stayed a few large steps away from me though.

'Smart,' I thought.

"So might I ask whom I am addressing?" asked the human in front of me with a slight tilt of his head.

'They even talk weird.' I thought to myself as I shook my head slightly. It has been a long time since the last time I have needed to actually speak, as I usually only talk to Nova using telepathy. In a rough dusty voice I replied with my rediscovered sound.

"Sin," It was simple, but only my nickname was audible to this human. I meant to say more but my mouth would not allow me. 'What a great first impression, I can't even speak.' I thought to myself. He took a few steps backward keeping his eyes only on me while he slowly made his way to the other humans behind him. I slowly took steps forward into the blinding eternal light. However once it reached my face I felt my eyes pulse with pain, and it wasn't because it was sensitive to light. No I felt my eyes morph into something, but I don't know what, it was different, 'She' did something, 'She' is planning something; but I still continued forward. I stopped once I was completely in the light, and looked up to the humans, who were still talking amongst themselves. Then one warningly walked towards me, a different one this time. He seemed afraid of me, as he walked with wobbly legs. I looked up upon this man; he was shorter than the last man to approach.

In a shaky and uneven voice he spoke, "We need all of your help, do you accept?" I looked at him with a questionable face, even though he couldn't see it, he figured I was confused. So he added in a more confident voice, "We don't just want you, we want all of you," he add while gesturing behind me.

'Does he even know what he is asking for?'' I yelled in my head. "No... You… don't," I said with the same voice as before, I had to pause in-between all words as it was hard to speak. They all looked confused; if only I could speak better I could tell them why. The white coat in front of me started to walk around me as if ignoring my warning. I tried to grab him but he already proceeded too far. A much smaller quadruped then me with white fur, and black fur on its tail tip and its mane, the white eevee jumped up from the cliff edge right in front of the human, accidentally scaring the shit out of him, so he flailed about, he turned and ran for the exit. I turned towards the other white coats to see what they were doing, they were running and trying to close the vault door before anything got there, the last white coat slipped past as the door was closing.

'We were so close, so close to freedom.' I thought as I turned away from the door after realizing it was too late. There she stood, one of the few eevee within this shit hole; however this one, was special. She lifted her little head up to look at me with a look plastered with 'sorry' written all over it. Looking at her I noticed the white coated man had thrown a clipboard into the air in his panic behind her.

"Oops. Did I mess up again?" She asked with a whimper. I have been helping this pokemon climb the ranks in here for years, trying to get her closer to me, but fortunately unlike all the rest she was my mate, so I was kind of inclined to help her. "Oh… Was he our way out of here? " She quietly asked as she sat and fiddled with her paws nervously.

"Not… really… they… wanted… all of them to," I responded to my mate Nova. 'I was getting better at talking already, but that's not important right now. What matters right now is something I hoped I would never have to do, I'm gonna kill her,' I thought jokingly while walking around her.

Her eyes go wide as she did two little hops before chanting, "You spoke, you spoke." As I walked over to the clipboard on the floor she looked at me and said "Hun… What are you doing?" My mate asked as she got a quizzical expression on her face. "You can read?!" She said as her face went from quizzical, to shock.

I looked up to her and shook my head slightly "You know for how long we have been together, you would think you would know that." I said with some annoyance lacing my voice "But there is still many, and I mean MANY things you don't know about me" I said adding emphasis on many. I rotated the clipboard on the ground with my paw to read it.

"Yeah… I kinda forgot," she said while rubbing the back of her neck.

Mission Objective - Acquire or Make A Cure

Obtain Military Might

Location: Southern Alps

Result: Negative - Hostile upon entry, did not inquire further.

Location: Northern Jungle

Result : Negative - Hostile upon entry, did not inquire further.

Location: Reddick Fields

Result:

"Soooooo…. What's it say?" Asked Nova as she pressed her side to mine, while putting her face close to paper that she could not read.

"I can't really tell, there is no context to this thing. It's just a location's name and a result," I responded as I outstretched my left arm to lightly pat her head. Standing up, I start walking to the door to sit in front of it. Turning to look at Nova, who held a 'sorry' look on her face again. "Do we not deserve freedom?" I rhetorically asked her as I put my head down. "I know some people deserve to be here, like me, but you don't deserve to be put in a place like this." I said depressingly. With the sound of soft pitter patter she walks over to me, sits down and slowly outstretches both arms as if waiting for me to stop her, but seeing as I was unmoving she proceeds, and grabs my hood and slowly pulls it down to reveal a strong faced Umbreon with a blood red ring adoring my head. Releasing my hood she puts both of her soft paws against the sides of my face.

"Don't say such things, if I'm here then I deserve to be here, same as you," she said reassuringly. She started to lean forward, then her lips met mine, I hesitated at first, but kissed back with as much passion as I could. Then she licked my lips asking me for entry, I granted her entry and she began to explore my mouth with her tongue. From soft purrs to quiet moans, I gently pushed on her chest and she got the message and laid down. She wrapped her paw around me, and retracted her tongue. I pulled away and stood above her panting form. "But I do agree, it's about time we were released from here, we deserve our freedom just like the others on the outside," she said in between pants. "We may have done some really bad things, but we have served that time." She continued, finally catching her breath. "Do you think 'She' would let us out?" She asked innocently.

"Funny," I said with a small chuckle as I step off of her.

She rolled to her side to look at me, "I wasn't trying to be funny, it was a serious question. Plus 'She' put us here she can also get us out right?" She asked sternly.

Kissing her forehead lightly, "In theory yes, 'She' could get us out, but I highly doubt 'She' wants us out," I answered staring back at the door. "Unless 'She' wants something."

We were both startled and jumped to are feet and away from the door in fright, as there was a massive bang on the exterior of the vault door. We both stared in shock as a purple aura surrounded the door, and the door glided silently open. The first thing we felt was a gust of fresh wind, air, blinding light, and a warmth that was indescribable on how it felt.

Nova and I both turned to look at each other as I put my hood up, she smiled, "I guess 'She' needs you for something," she said snidely while pushing my shoulder slightly, before dashing forward to finally be free once again, I chuckled before following suit.

Freedom finally within reach, I could feel it, the wind. We are free, finally free. I stepped out to see nothing but an endless plain of green, trees with a superfluity amount of leaves and colors. Along with hundreds of humans, and pokemon with the humans wearing white coats and some other humans wearing different kinds of armor, shock and fear was smeared and plastered on all their faces, but that didn't matter, I was free, no we were free.

One human with armor raised his hands with a bow held within them. He aimed it at me. A twang sounded from the bow, I watched as the arrow flew, upon impact it felt as if someone had thrown a rock at my shoulder. Gasps were audible from every human and pokemon in the clearing as the small arrow bounced off of me. I look down to watch it fall, it crashed upon the grassy ground damaging and staining the valley. Looking back up I see that some humans and pokemon had gotten into either an attack or defensive positions.

'They attacked me?' I asked myself in bewilderment, placing a paw on my shoulder. 'How long have I been away? Do they not know who I am?' I questioned, before removing my paw and looking down at the small amount of blood on it. I raise my left paw to the side of my head, and raise my right paw towards the humans. I try to morph my eyes into the Toma Renegade to use one of my many signature moves; however when it morphed, it didn't create the same feeling I get normally with the Toma. It felt more like the Landa Renegade, realization smacked me in the face.

'I hadn't meant to…' I began to think, but then screams of pain filled the sky, hundreds of screams. The humans and pokemon fell to there knees and scream to the orange sky, as if begging for the relief of the pain. During the screams of agony, I clenched both eyes closed and clasp both of my paws to my eyes and yell in anguish. I can feel the blood pouring from my eyes; escaping from in between my pads, falling and tainting the earth below. I removed my right paw to regain my balance, and attempted to open my right eye, expecting to see nothing but red.

'I can see!' I thought in surprise. It looked as if i'm looking through very dark glass, with no color, but I could see, everyone had a white aura around them, except those on the ground, there aura was gone. The screams of humans and pokemon soon turn to high pitched screeches, as their arms fall to their sides, with their head tilted up to the sky with mouth agape. Then their veins filled with what seemed to be glowing purple fluid seeable from the outside of their body. A massive wave of pain racked my body and I used my free paw to clutch my eyes again where the pain originated.

Sounds... oh the sounds. The sounds of stretching, and tearing of leather, and water boiling… Then the gory explosions. I open my eyes after finally being able to revert them to normal, my right eye unable to see auras of the dead or of Nova, who had a scared expression and was frozen on the spot. To see the once euphoric valley now full and tainted by blood, still with echoing screams in the distance reverberating through the nearby mountains, it felt draining. Intestines and bone fragments were also flown about, to add to the sickening scene.

"Ummm…. What did you just do that for?" asked Nova from behind me, with a fear and sorrow very present within. After she spoke, I stood to get a better look at the devastation I had inflicted upon the these humans and pokemon. I had not tried to inflict this pain onto them, my intent was to incapacitate them. To see such power resonating from me, I felt my heart rate increase drastically.

'Am I losing myself? This isn't me? Where is my control?' I questioned while putting a paw onto my chest. "I... have no idea," I replied to her, while lifting and rotating my right paw and looking at it as if it would give answers. Dropping my right paw to the ground I began to start walking into the carnage towards the further mountains. "We need to go. We need to find 'Her', I need to know what she did to me," I said trying to avoid stepping or dragging my cloak in blood but failing miserably.

"Are you serious? We're not going to talk about what you just did?" asked Nova as she jumped in front of me with anger. The look on her face sent chills down my spine, the look of pain, fear, anger, and... hope.

I stopped and looked at her in understanding before saying, "Not here we're not, so please just be quiet, and follow me," I said while walking around her, and continuing my solemn walk. A sigh came from behind me, followed by small paw steps. So we walked further into the valley that was unknown to us.

There is no pain so great as the memory of joy in present grief.

A/N: Well that's it for now, I guess this was more of a trial run for a story I wrote a long time ago and I'm just seeing the kind of response it will get. Read and review.

Edit: This story's… story has changed quite a lot from its original plan… which is good for me. That means, instead of just rewriting things I had already wrote; I get to write something different. So it helps for me, it gives me more drive. And the reason for this change is mainly because the story is now merging with another world, along with another story. A legend's Beginning by: Aurumn48

-WolvenRepublic