Hello!! I just want to say that I'm not a big supporter of Botan and Yusuke as a couple. I just wanted to write a

heartbreaking fic on Keiko. And how she feels about Yusuke and Botan being together.

Date: August 27, 2004

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He loves her not me. That just hit me. He wasn't lying. I still love him though. I just want him to be happy. He said he will always protect me but he doesn't love me like he used to. Before he became spirit detective. Maybe that's howlife works. It was always going to be Yusuke and Botan. I won't get in the way of that relationship. No. I'm not likethat.

Everyone knew that he love her. No one had "the heart" to tell me. Sure I cried at first. I wouldn't eat. I couldn't sleep.My grades started to drop. I started to skip school but after the talk he gave me about still being friends I came back tomy sences.

Past Time

Now when he goes on cases I don't say anything. My life became normal. I stopped hangging with Botan, Yukina,Shizuru, and everyone else. My parents asked me why I stopped talking to Yusuke. I told them it was becauseI rarely saw him anymore.

I'm in college now. My last year actually. Yusuke came back from Makai two years ago. He did propose to me but I called everything off when I heard that he was secetly dating Botan behind my back.

That was all two years ago. Right now I'm dating no one. Maybe it's because I'm still not over Yusuke. The last Iheard from any of them was that Yukina and Kuwabara are engaged. Hiei and Kurama went back to Makai for a little visit. And Botan and Yusuke are happy together. Shizuru is the only one who I keep in contact with. She asked if I could come and visit. I told her no.

One reason as because I wouldn't be able to keep it together in front of Yusuke and Botan. It would hurt to much to seethem together. Another reason is because I'm going to America soon to see my cousin.

Well maybe I wasn't supposed to see them. Maybe it was destiny. That's how the world works, right? That's how life works.Everything before this was a dream to me. This. Hardships and love and hurt. It's all apart of life. This, sadly, this is life.

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Please tell me what you think!! and should i continue this?