School seems like an endless cycle of learning and testing on useless information that will never be used as an adult, a waste of my time, days and years tossed out to things that I don't care about throwing away precious moments that could be used doing literally anything else of any significance instead of sitting in room after room mindlessly.
You would think that the gift of friends would out weigh my horrible view point of school except for the fact that I don't have any friends. I don't say this to make me seem lonely or make me seem sad, I'm far from sad, I have people to talk to but I don't know if I would really consider them friends. maybe that should be the first on my agenda in the second semester. and school isn't really depressing as it is frustrating because I feel like I could be doing so many things to improve my life but instead I'm stuck here.
At school I feel like a sorta outcast, at least that's what I label myself since I have a little bits in common with every click but not a lot in common with one single individual. plus for once I would really like to talk about myself, as selfish as that seems when talking with my "friends" its always about them. I guess its time to expand my social groups. thinking about it there's one guy in a couple of my classes that I've had an interest in for a while. interest as in I haven't ever really talked to him but he seems like a guy that could use a friend. he just kinda sits there to himself. a lot of people consider him the weird kid but is there really weird kids in school now a days, like were all kinda freaks. anyway I don't think he's weird but maybe this is my chance to make an actual friend. I just cant screw it up.