I can't move on before I say this
I loved you
I lost you
And I love you no more
You are no longer Him or He in my mind
You no longer hold a place in my heart even if before it was coated in hate
No, when I think of you I hold no regrets
No wishes
No hopes
No dreams
And when I do dream of you I don't dream about what we could have been or what I lost
I only dream of what is
And I hope for Her sake when you think of me, you think of only a woman
A woman you loved, but love no more
And that is all
Because we were lovers
We were friends
And you used to be everything
But now your not and that's okay
'Cause I moved on and I don't care anymore
Because you are not worth the tears I shed
The sleepless nights
The revenge planning that kept me going
You're not worth it
And as I'm saying this, I realize, I don't care anymore and I don't want to care anymore
And I know that things can't go to the ways thing were,
But maybe, one day, we can come close.