Ok, this is my first slash fic, so please go easy on me.... I'm almost done with the second part, but I'm not sure if I'm going to publish it
Warning: This fic countains refrences to slash, a male/male relationship, if youy have a problem with that, please leave now...
Disclaimer: J.K Rowling is a god!!!
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Draco sat in his corner, lost in his own imaginary world. A place where there was no death, no Voldemort, no Lucius Malfoy, no Slytherin, no Hogwarts. No pain, infact, there were no feelings at all in that world.
He was just a black hole, he was nothing, he had lost every human quality he ever had. To fight his emotions and to escape from the real world, he had many weapon, each one more useful then the other, but his strongest were his sarcasm and his ignorance. They helped him build the solid ice wall surrounding him. Nothing, nothing in the world could penetrate that wall at least nothig he would admit.
But still, there was those shiny, deep, magnicficent green eyes. Yes, the same green eyes that happened to be randomly place right in the center of that face... A certain face that happened to belongto that damn Potter, his sworn enemy.
Damn Potter! Damn him for making him feel that way!!! For making every single bit of him feel confused. For making him, Draco, without saying a word, go totally crazy... For making him feel so mad, so strange and so alive... And for making him feel at all!!! He wanted him to die yet he knew that he could never live without him, without Harry... Oh, Harry... His beautiful eyes, his sweet rolling laughter, his soft jet black hair, all the life and all that dazzling energy that seemed to make him shine... And yet, he had been trough so much pain and grief...
Draco was going insane. How could he possibly want Harry? It was sick... It was disgusting... It was... It was so mmagical, so right...!
In that dark corner, Draco drowned in his daydreams, all of them ful of a certain boy with a lightning shaped scar....
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So, what do you think? Is it really that hopeless, or should I publish the other part? Please R/R!!!