So I decided to update at least one chapter. I can't say how often I will be updating, but I will be making sure to update a chapter as much as I can.

There's also some announcements at the end of the chapter. Read them so you know how this fic is going to go.

Disclaimer: I do not own How to train your dragon.

~What has been lost~

Her eyes scanned her surrounding looking down below at the forest scene. Just below her was a heard of dragons, night wings to be specif. She looked down at them looking for the one her mother told her to search for. After finding out what had happen to Silverstar and Darksilver her mother had decided to take in all of the dragon that were injured or had been born with a certain disability. They were all give a place to stay as her mother made her father make a place for the dragons to stay in, the place was right behind their house in the open space.

As for the two little dragons... well they had been taken care of by Star and Ray who had quickly bonded with them. Star made sure Silverstar always had ointment, that her mother had made, over her skin and didn't stay too long outside especially on hot days. As for Ray he had become Darksilvers eyes and guided the dragon every well. Both kids had become very caring for their new friend and Eira knew they had form a very strong bond in the few months of knowing them.

The girl kept her eyes on the dragon staying a good distance above the head and letting the wind guide the dragon. They flew quietly as to not startle the dragons. "You've been avoiding him," Silverray said as she looked back at her rider. Eira looked at her before looking back at the dragons continuing her search. She knew what the dragon was telling her but she didn't want to think about it. The dragon didn't like being ignored, "Don't ignored me, Eira. You know I'm right."

Eira sigh knowing her friend wasn't going to let it go. "Fine, I'm not trying to ignored him its just.." she began before stopping why had she not talked to the boy. He had told her they were friends so what was making her stop from talking to him. Then she remember a certain girls face- Astrid. Even after all that time the girls couldn't bring herself to get between the two. She had heard the rumors about them dating and she just felt like if she got closer to the boy she would end up getting hurt. She didn't want to get hurt. Eira closed here eyes as she suppress her feelings she wasn't about to show her heartbreak to the dragon, even if she already was sure the dragon knew. Shaking her head she smiled, "I don't want to get between the two. He has always liked Astrid that much I remember and I feel back for getting in between two people that like one another. That's all."

Silverray turn back to her as she tried to understand her. Even after forgetting about the boy did she still fell that his happiness was above hers and she didn't even remember having confess to the boy. The dragon was tempted to tell her what she had told the boy, but something seemed to stop her. Perhaps it was the fact that if the girl found out that she did confess then she would be really hurt because she had been rejected. It hurt more when you are rejected head on, but it hurt more when the person knows your feeling yet didn't even rejected you properly just ended up dating someone else. Then again the dragon wasn't even sure the boy was dating the other girl.

The dragon let out a sigh, "You can't run away. Try to remember instead," she advised.

"What if.. I don't want to..remember?" the girl as as she looked down. She felt bad at thinking that, but something within her told she didn't want to remember, something within her wanted to forget.

At that the dragon was silent for a few minutes looking aback at her for looking back up. She had seen the look of confusion, mix emotions and there was that hurt she had. That hurt the dragon didn't want the girl to have was already there. It seemed her mind wanted to prevent it from becoming much more stronger. "That's.. fine. But don't try to run, Eira. Running never works," she replied.

Eira nodded her head, "I know. I just- I just need time that's all." With that the girl looked down spotting the dragon she was looking for. "Sil, I found him," she said as she pointed toward the dragons flying lower than the rest. They flew down and got closer to the dragon.

"Hi, hiccup," Astrid said as she walked inside the smith shop. The boy was working on a new invention and Toothless was next to him his ears lower. Astrid notice this as she when to pet him. "What's wrong with Toothless?"

The boy turn to his dragon, he was also wondering that. The dragon seemed down in the last two days, but was always cheerful when walking around the village or when they went for a ride, but now the boy didn't know why he was like that. "I don't know," the boy replied as he crouch down in front of the dragon. "What's wrong buddy?"

Toothless looked at him before looking outside waiting with his ears down. Both teens looked at one another, "maybe he's waiting for someone?" she suggested. He nodded before petting the black dragon wondering who he was waiting for. Aistrid fiddle with her hand as she looked down then looked at the boy, "Have you.." she began as he turn to her, "talk to Eira?"

Eira, the girl who he trusted as much as toothless. His first friend and the girl who he had shared the secret of the dragon back when they were still killing them and had stood next to when fighting the giant dragon a few months ago. He had been hurt when he found out she had lost her memories of the time they had spent together. Everyday he stop by her house to talk to her, but whenever he was there she was either gone or about to leave. He barely saw her outside the village and she barely come to see him unless it was to get her family weapons fix or get a few things fix for the dragons they were now taking care of. He let out a sigh, "No, I have't seen her. I feel like she's avoiding me," the boy confessed. His head down as he looked at his best friend with sadness in his eyes.

Astrid put her hand on his shoulder and said nothing at first. "I'm sure she's not. She's probably confused because she can't remember much," she advised.

Hiccup looked up at her with a smile, "Your probably right." After a few seconds of looking at her she then turn away. His feeling for her were still there but.. but he held a certain feeling for Eira and didn't know exactly what it was. It was different than the feeling he held for Astrid and the feeling of friendship he had with Mira. And yes he and Mira had talk things through and had now become friends again. With her warning him not to hurt her best friend. He shook his head, the first thing he needed to do was to talk to Eira and help her get her memories back.

As the boy was in thought, Toothless's ears lifted up then raised his head. He began to move his tail catching the teens attention. "What is it, bud?" the boy asked. They turn to look back as the brown hair girl walked into the smith shop. Toothless instantly jumped up to her.

The girl was caught of guard as the black dragon began to lick her. She laughed at the dragons action, "Okay, Okay! I miss you too. Sorry for not coming to see you," the girl said as the dragon sat down in front of her. Eira rubbed him behind the ear before patting him on his head. "Silverray is outside if you want to play with her." Having hear that the dragon ran out, knocking a few things in the process, to see his dragon friend.

Eira smiled as she watched the dragon leave. She had plan on coming and seeing Toothless so he could play with Silverray, but hadn't been able to- or more like she wanted to avoid the boy and that resulted in her not seeing the dragoon as they were always together. The girl turn to see the boy looking at her with a smile, that alone made her feel bad for trying to avoid him. Her eyes then landed on the girl who had once been her friend, then again she didn't remember much that had gone between the two.

Giving half a smile the girl walked towards the two teens. "Hi," she said.

"Hey," both teens greeted. There was silence for awhile neither one knowing what to say. "Soo.." the boy began making Eira raised her eyebrow wanting him to continue, "How- How are you?"

"Good, just a bit confused for something," she replied as she leaned on the table. "There's still something that I don't know if their true or not." She shrugged as she didn't mind not having most of her memory back. "My parents have helped me remember something and we also got to talk out the problem we had."

Both teens looked at her with a confused look not understanding what problem she had with her parents. "What problem did you have with your parents?" the blond hair girl asked.

Eira looked at them with a confused look. "I thought I might have told you," she said before turning to Hiccup, "or at least you considering we were- are friends." The boy catch the girls slip and smiled sadly at her. She saw this an instantly felt bad, "I didn't mean it like we aren't its jut.. I don't remember. Sorry."

The boy shook his head, "it's alright," he replied. Looking up at her he half smiled. "Maybe I.. I mean we can help you remember." She nodded slowly hesitation clear in her eyes for them to see. "Unless you don't want to?"

She shook her head, "No- It's not that," she began then decided to change the subject deciding not to upset the boy anymore. "Anyways, my parents explained why they didn't tell me I was adopted."

Both teens looked at her with wide eyes, "Your adopted?!" they asked in shock.

Eira blinked at them and nodded her head, "Yeah, turns out I was found by them days days later after their daughter past away. A dragon left me in their care after it died. They were afraid the other viking were going to be suspicious of me because they found me with a dragon so.. they named me after their daughter. Said I was her, at that time i was also her age, and kept me with them." Giving a shrugged she folded her arms in front of her, "They said my original name was Aura, but I rather be name Eira. I don't actually mind. Anyways, they explained everything to me so were okay now." She then lifted an eyebrow as she looked at the boy, "So you don't know that?"

The boy shook his head feeling bad for not knowing this. "No, you never told me about it. When did you find out?" he asked.

Eira looked up as she tap her chin trying to remember when her mother told her what day she had found out about it. "I think it was after the whole 'choosing who will kill the dragon'" she recalled before nodding her head. "Yeah, it was then. Apparently I was very upset that I left home without letting them explain themselves. Even now I'm still quite upset for what happen, but.. I understand why they did what they did."

Hiccup looked down deep in thought then he remember having seen the girl cry right after he and Astrid came back from their trip to the dragons nest. That day she had come to them crying and had just brushed it off as if it wasn't important. That his problems had been more important than hers. He hadn't press her on because he wasted her to tell him and yet he ended up dragging her down into a big mess when she had just realize she wasn't Ivars daughter. He looked up with regretful and sad eyes, "I didn't- I didn't know. I'm sorry. I ended up dragging you into a mess and making you lose your memory," he apologized.

"I'm sorry too. I didn't know," Astrid said as she looked at the girl.

Eira made a face hating when people apologized for things that were out of their control. She waved her hand dismissively, "It's fine. Neither one of you had anything to do with this," she said. Shaking her head she decided to change the subject. The last thing she wanted was for them to blame themselves. "Besides, everything worked out a the end. Anyways, I came her to talk to Gobber, but he's not here so..." she turn to Hiccup, "You think you can make a sword, a shield, and- what was the other thing- Oh right! A mallet and a saddle for a deadly Nadder, if you would please."

Astrid raised her eyebrow as she crossed her arms, "Why do you need those things?" she asked.

"My brother and sister are planing on exploring again," the brunet replied with a shrug of her shoulder. After everything had happen both her older sibling had decided to explored again, this time they would be able to go further away without worrying much about the time it would take them to get back. They were quite excited to leave and they were even more excited because of the proposal they told her.

The boy got ready to work on what the girl needed. He turn to glance at her with a smile, happy to see she is talking to him again, almost, like before. "That sound like fun," he said. "When are they leaving?"

The girl gave half a smile as she scratched the back of her head. "Well... they plan on staying for one more week then leave. They're thinking on being gone for about a year or two," she said. Looking out the window the two teens saw the conflict look in her face. Eira turn to them and let out a sigh, "They want me to go with them."

"What!" both teens exclaimed. Eira's siblings had asked her to come with them as they wanted her to get away from the village. The rumors of both Astrid and Hiccup dating had spread along the village and they didn't want their sister to end up heart broken, not that she wasn't already. They also wanted her to explored the outside world as the thought this would be good for her.

"You- Your leaving?" the boy let out with sadness in his voice. He had lost his best friend and had plan on helping her gain her memory back, as well as figure out what he felt of her, but now.. now she was leaving in about a week. He had so little time and he felt she was still avoiding him.

Eira saw the trouble look in his eyes and looked down. In truth she did wanted to go and forget about Hiccup, but a big part of her didn't want to leave. What if he needed her? She couldn't leave one of her closes friend alone. They had battle the dragon together-? Wait, they had battle what dragon together? Eira looked down in confusion. Battle a dragon, her parents and siblings had told her what happen and how she had lost her memory. They also mention the reason to why dragons now lived with them but.. she hadn't remember herself fighting a dragon along side Hiccup. After a few minutes of thinking to herself she shook her head, guess that would have to wait till later.

She look up at the boy with a smile, "I'm still thinking about it. For one it sounds fun, but.." she stop as she looked outside at her dragon playing with Toothless. "I just can't leave my parent or the village." She turn back at the the boy, "or you for some reason." They stared at one another ignoring the present of Astrid for a few seconds before she looked away and shook her head. "Anyways, I need to leave. I'll see you tomorrow."

With that the girl left leaving the boy felling even more sadder.

The other teens were all gather in the arena as they train their dragons. Mira was feeding sky as the dragon still had trouble getting alone with the other dragons and vikings. She had gotten used to Mira and her family, even to the point where she is now protective of her siblings, but with the rest she stayed away. It is one of the things Mira had been working on.

"Mira," she heard her name begin called. She turn to watched the chiefs son jogging to her. Even thought she still somewhat blamed him for what had happen to Eira she also had forgiven him about it. In the end almost everything turn out fine, with the exception of her best friend having forgotten most her memory. What she had anger her now is the rumors that were being spread. It also didn't help that Astrid was mostly always with the boy, that only added more rumors and conform suspicion. She had talked to Astrid and told her to not upset her friend more than she had already with her betrayal. She knew the girl knew about Eira's crush on the boy, everyone in the village knew.

"Hey, Hiccup," she greeted with a smile. She then glanced at the girl, "Astrid." The blond hair girl gave a nod as she had her hands cross in front of her. "What's up?"

The other teens walked towards the them with their dragons right behind. "Did you know Eira might be leaving?" the boy asked.

Mira's twisted as she glanced to the side. It seemed they had finally known about it. She scratched her head, "yeeaahh."

The boy looked at her with disbelieve, "And you didn't tell me!" he exclaimed.

"Well, it's not confirm is she's leaving or not," she explained. "Beside she said she could't leave her family," she gestured to him, "or you for that matter."

The boy raised his hands in the air, "it doesn't matter! Why didn't you tell me."

She let out an exasperating breath, "Because she didn't want me to tell any of you."

Hiccup blinked at what the girl said. "What? Why?" Astrid asked as the boy was in shock to ask.

Snotloud turn to her, "yeah, we haven't done anything to her," he said. To this Mira raised an eyebrow clearly not believing them.

"Oh, really?" she then turn to the teens and pointed at the twins, "You two wouldn't stop pranking her." Then gestured to fishlegs, "you- well you didn't even try to stop them," to this fishlegs lower her head. He knew she was right. The girl then turn to Snotloud, "And you wound't top humiliating her!" to this she said it in a harsh turn making the boy look away. Her gaze then turn to Astrid, "And don't get me started on you," she lifted a finger, "One, she was your friend and you turn your back on her. Two, you never stop them," she gestured to the teens, "from doing all this things. Three, you put her down with your comments and made her feel more an outsider than the others did. You were her friend and turn away when she needed you the most." Astrid lower her head not wanting to show the guilt she felt. Mira then turn to the boy who was looking at her with guilty eyes, most likely thinking about what had happen. Letting out a sigh the girl's gaze soften, "She doesn't want to be hurt, Hiccup. She wants you to be happy, but doesn't want to be hurt."

"I would never hurt her," he stated. His glanced to the side, "I- I didn't mean for her to get hurt last time. I-I will Never let her hurt again."

Mira looked at him with a sad smile, "I know and truest me she doesn't blame you. But you do know she likes you, right?" To this he nodded as he remember the small confession she had made while they were fighting the dragon. "Then you have to give her time. Everyone in the village is saying you and Astrid are together."

"No," "We-" both teens began, but were stop by Mira who raised her hand.

"I know, but she has head this too," the girl continue. "She thinks she will only get in the way." Putting her hand on his shoulder she gave him an assuring smile, "You need to give her time and if you really don't want to let her go-" she smiled bright at him, "the you need to fight for her." She pause for a minute as she thought about what to think about. With a series expression she drop her hand, "but you need to know that you could end up hurting her. Especially if you don't know what your feeling are." Sky put her head on Mira's shoulder and the girl looked at her. "You need to choose, Hiccup. Because in the end you will hurt her."

Hiccup looked at the ground the girls advised repeating in his head. He would hurt her in the end and yet he didn't want her to leave.

Eira looked at her sibling with a smile. They were playing with the smaller blindlings under the shade her father had made for them. Their laughter was like music to her ears. She loved to see them happy and smiling both her siblings and her dragons siblings. Yes, she had began to think of the two smaller dragons as her siblings as well. Her eyes turn to Silverray who was bathing in the sun half-a-sleep and half-a-wake. Her head was tilted towards her siblings and the twins. No matter is she was a wake or sleep she was always paying attention to what the kids were doing. Always watching them.

The girl looked up at the sky as wind crest her short hair. Her brown hair was beginning to grown soon she would have it long enough to braid it again, that is if she wanted to. Her days had been brighter- in a way- and yet sadder. Her heart hurt when she saw the boy, but everyone was now accepting her and had even apologies for the way she was treated. Not to mention Stoick, the chief had come to apologies to their family for the way he acted. Her family and her though didn't resent him, they knew he only wanted to keep him village safe.

"What are you thinking about, little flake," her father called from behind. The girl gave a low laugh at her nickname. Her name meaning snow made her father call her little flack. It had been along time sense he called her that.

"Nothing, father," the girl replied as she looked down at her boots.

Ivar stood next to her his eyes on his youngest, "I know you better than that, Eira," he turn to her, "something is bothering you." Eira didn't say anything she knew her father would tell if she was lying. Even after all that happen they still held a close father and daughter relationship. Ivar looked at his daughter from the corner of his eyes, "Is it about.. Hiccup?" He watched as she flinched at the boys name and her hand tighten around her arm. He turn back to watch the twins. "So it is."

She shook her head trying to deny it, "it's not that. I've just..been thinking about.." she bit her lip as she looked away, "about what my siblings said. I kind of want to go with them. It could be fun."

Her father was silent for a moment as he thought about letting his daughter go with the eldest siblings. She had always wanted to travel and see the world, but he knew she was thinking about it for another reason. "Do you want me to tell you what I think?" he asked. Eira turn to her father with a frown, she had always taken his suggestions to consideration. Well, all except the killing dragons bit.

"Yeah," she said with a nod.

Ivar Stoick his bear as he looked at the sky. "Don't go if it is just to get away from the boy," he advised.

"it's no-" the girl began but was stop by her fathers hand.

"Don't say it's not because of that. I know you better than that," her said. The girl turn away from him, her eyes downwards. Ivar let out a deep breath, moving close to her he grabbed her chin gently. Turning her to see him, his eyes soften. "You never wanted to hid or do thing no you didn't want to. You've always been strong no matter what situation you've been in. So why are you running away, hiding from what's going around?"

Eira's eyes moved down and she closed them. "I don't know," she answer as her eyes open, "it hurt to see them together, but I don't want to take his happiness away."

Ivar smiled at her, "Eira," he said as she hugged him. "My dear, there will always be times where you get hurt, but you must be strong. Don't run or hid. If you want to go because you wish to go then I will not stop you, but" he looked down at her, "you should not leave because you feel like you need to or because you want to run away form your problems."

She looked at him before hugging him. "Will you always be here for me. Will you comfort me when I get hurt," she asked, "will you listen to me?"

Ivar kissed her head, "always. Until the day I die. You are my daughter, whether its by blood or bond. No one can replace my deceased daughter or you. You are one of a kind, little flake.

Two days later..

Hiccup walked across the village looking around for the person he needed to talk to. He had been thinking about what Mira had say and had made his choice. He didn't exactly like it, but it felt like the right thing to do. Eira was his friend and he was going to make sure she was happy no matter what. His heart beat fast and he became nervous as he kept searching. For a second he thought about turning around and forgetting about his plan, but a voice in his head told him to keep on going or else he could end up regretting it.

He spotted Mira walking not far from him. "Mira!" he yelled as he ran towards her. The girl turn to him with a frown, but before she could say anything she stop him. "No time to explain. I need your help." He took a deep breath and looked at her with a serious face, "I know what I have to do."

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I know it's short, hopefully the other chapters are longer. I wanted to know what you guys thought about it and if it's going to quick or to slow.

First, This will be based off Defenders of Berk which is the beginning of the whole tv series then it will lead to Riders of Berk. And if I do make the fanfic for the second movie then it will be after the Riders of Berk is finish then I may or may not do the second movie.

Second, I want to first add a few chapter before the beginning of the tv series and also add a the legend of the bonenapper dragon and gift of the night fury