A/N Hey! I just wanted to say something : I've seen a lot of people saying things about not liking Callie stories where she's weak. I wanted to explain myself. I am not writing this to suggest that Callie's weak. Actually that she's very strong. I am also writing this to cope with my own issues ( Don't worry I'm not pregnant. ) So if you don't like stories about Callie being depressed or distressed, then stop reading after this A/N. On a happier note, I would really liked it if you reviewed my story. Tell me what you want to see happen or want you don't want to see. ( side note : No brallie). Reviews mean a lot to me so get them coming!
Callie sat on her bed as she was writing in her journal. After Timothy insisted she'd feel better after writing about her guilt a few weeks ago she realized just how good it actually felt. Lena and Stef had even bought her a diary with a lock after the incident with Talya. She heard Mariana come in the room and slowly lay her diary aside, placing it in her bedside table. '' Hey'' smiled Mariana as she plopped down on her own bed, Callie looked up and smiled. '' Hey''. Callie and Mariana weren't the best of friends but they were slowly growing on each other. Stef too entered the bedroom with a smile '' lights out in 10, my babies'' she said, as she kissed Mariana on her forehead. She walked over towards Callie's bed expectantly, Callie stood up and wrapped her arms around Stef. '' Goodnight'' she said after letting go of Callie. Both girls replied with the same.
Callie woke up that morning, her stomach feeling tight. She rushed towards the bathroom and threw all the contents of last night's dinner back up in the toilet. '' Call? You okay?'' asked Mariana, whom knocked on the door. Her voice sounding worried. '' Yeah fine'' muttered Callie, as she wiped the vomit of her mouth. '' I'll go get Moms'' said Mariana as she walked away from the door, ignoring Callie's protests. Mariana returned two minutes later, closely followed by Stef. '' Hey Love, you okay?'' said Stef through the closed door. Stef carefully tried to open the door, it was unlocked. She walked over to Callie whom had her head leant against the toilet. '' You not feeling well?'' she asked as she knelt down next to Callie, rubbing circles on her sweaty back. '' I'm fine'' muttered Callie, as she slowly pushed herself up from the toilet. '' You shouldn't be going to school if you're sick love, you felt like this yesterday too'' sighed Stef as she watched Callie brush her teeth. Callie merely shrugged, as she spit her toothpaste out. '' You're staying home'' stated Stef matter of factly. Callie knew by the tone she used there was no use arguing this. '' Let's get you back to bed'' smiled Stef, she knew Callie didn't like physical contact that much so she tried to touch her as least as possible as she led her towards the bed. Callie climbed under the blankets, Stef adjusted them some more before carefully stroking Callie's hair. Callie slowly closed her eyes, and almost immediately drifted off to sleep.
''I like you'' smiled Liam, as he stroke Callie's thigh. '' You have such a beautiful body'' he added, as he looked Callie over from top to bottom. Callie chuckled softly, she hardly ever got compliments. Liam reached for her chin with his hand, slowly turning her head so that they were facing each other. Liam slowly placed his lips on Callie's. At first Callie responded the kiss, but soon realized it was wrong. She had it good here, she didn't want it to end because of a stupid crush. '' We can't. I don't want to get send away'' exclaimed Callie as she let go of her foster brother. '' Come on Callie, you want this'' whispered Liam in her ear as he started unbuttoning her flannel blouse. '' No stop, I don't want to do this'' exclaimed Callie as she tried to wiggle her way out of Liam's tight embrace. '' Fighting will only make it worse. Just let it happen you'll love it'' smiled Liam, as he started placing his hands all over her body. '' No, please stop. I'm not ready'' whimpered Callie, as he opened the button of her jeans.
Callie woke up crying, her scream echoing through the entire house. She sat up trying to control her breathing, her heart was pounding in her ears and sweat was dripping down her forehead and back. She heard footsteps running up the stairs, she hadn't expected someone being home. '' Callie, love? Are you okay?'' exclaimed Stef as she came running up to Callie. '' Just a bad dream'' said Callie, her breathing still not controlled. '' Come here Love'' said Stef as she opened her arms as an invitation for Callie, Callie debated this for a second before holding Stef tightly. Stef stroke Callie's hair calmly as she heard Callie's breathing started the even, '' what was the dream about?'' asked Stef after a while of quiet. Callie tensed slightly in Stef's arms. '' A foster home'' replied Callie, not wanting to give out any more. Stef hated Callie's past, this young girl deserved so much better. '' Do you want to talk to me about it?'' whispered Stef as she continued stroking Callie's hair. Callie nodded her head no. '' Shouldn't you be at work?'' asked Callie after they lat there for what felt like hours. '' I'm not leaving you alone when you're ill, love'' smiled Stef. '' Sorry, you had to miss work because of me'' whispered Callie, if their faces weren't so close to each other, Stef probably wouldn't have heard her. '' It's fine my love'' sighed Stef. After a while they both dozed off into a quiet and peaceful sleep.
Lena and the rest of the kids arrived home around 4, Lena noted Stef's laptop standing there but there was no Stef. Lena headed upstairs and saw that Callie and Mariana's room door was open. She slowly entered the bedroom and saw Callie fast asleep on Stef's lap, and Stef asleep against the wall. Lena slowly walked over towards the two, and softly nudged Stef. Stef's eyes fluttered open instantly, she looked down towards the girl holding her legs tightly. '' How she doing?'' aksed Lena after briefly kissing Stef. '' Okay, she had a nightmare. But she hasn't been sick the entire day. I'm not sure what it is, she has gotten sick for the past few days once or twice and then it's over. Maybe we should set an appointment for tomorrow with the doctor'' suggested Stef, as she slowly placed Callie on the bed. '' I'll go call her now, see if she still had a spot in the morning'' said Lena as she reached for her phone. Stef followed Lena out of the room, checking on Callie one last time before exiting the room.
Callie woke up rather disorientated, her feet were on her pillow and her neck was sore. She slowly lifted herself up and sat against the wall. Massaging her sore neck in the process. '' Hey sleepyhead. Was just about to wake you. Dinner is ready'' smiled Stef as she entered the bedroom. Callie smiled, and slowly threw her feet over the side of her bed. She followed Stef down stairs and sat down at the kitchen table. '' Are you feeling better?'' asked Jude whom also just got seated at the table. '' Yeah baby'' smiled Callie as she ruffled his hair. Callie's stomach churned at the sight of dinner, but she ate some out of politeness anyway. Callie handed her plate to Lena after dinner whom eyed Callie worried. '' Not hungry?'' she asked as Callie sat back down at the table. Callie shrugged as she held her hands in front of her mouth. Stef placed her hand on Callie's back and rubbed small circles on it. Hoping that it would help the nausea subside or at least make her feel a bit better.
Callie went to bed the same time as usual, but since she had slept mostly the entire day, she probably wouldn't get to sleep pretty soon. She decided she'd write something in her diary about the day she had, and about her dream. After a while her eyes started to feel tired so she lay her diary aside and carefully climbed under the blankets.
Callie's entire body was tense, as he touched her. He placed soft kisses on her body, ''please don't whispered Callie as he reached for her underwear. She tried to move away from his hands but he grabbed her even firmer . She slowly pulled her underwear off, to make it even more unbearable for her. He too was now getting out of his pants. ''Stop it please, i won't tell anyone what happens, please just stop'' exclaimed Callie. But Liam merely chuckled as he pulled his underwear off, and pulling her under him. Callie merely saw he was not wearing protection.
She woke up startled, her entire body was rigid and she had a hard time catching her breath. She could not believe the realization had dawned on her in a dream, she felt herself gasping for air as she thought about it. She slowly gout out of bed, her legs felt like jelly as she left the bedroom. She crossed the hallway, and slowly opened the door of her foster mom's bedroom. She carefully walked over towards Stef's side and nudged her. '' Callie? Love. What's wrong?'' whispered Stef, as she slowly got up. Trying not to wake Lena up. '' We need to talk'' whispered Callie, Stef immediately understood, and slowly led Callie out of the bedroom. They walked down the stairs and sat down in the living room. '' I .. think '' stuttered Callie, her heart sinking in her chest as she said it. '' That I'm pregnant'' she added in a low whisper. Stef had no idea how to respond, she had taught her children to use protection. It was one of the first conversations she even had with Callie. But Callie's big frightened eyes suggested that there was more to the story. '' There's more'' sighed Callie, Stef motioned for Callie to move a little closer towards her as she talked. '' I was in a good foster home when i was 14, The parents even seemed interested in adopting me. But they also had an older son. He was 5 years older than me. He used to compliment me and be nice to me. I wasn't used to that attention which is why I formed a crush on him. One night he tried to kiss me, I refused. He f-forced me to have sex with him. I was 14 at the time. He did this up until the very last day i was at their house 2 months ago. He r-raped me so many times'' exclaimed Callie, she went from crying to sobbing now. Stef held her foster daughter extremely tight towards her chest. '' Oh love, oh my sweet love'' whispered Stef as she blinked her tears away. Stef held Callie tight towards her chest as she whispered soothing words in Callie's ear. Stef looked over to the clock and saw that it was 6 am. Which meant that her alarm was going off right now. '' Callie'' whispered Stef, Callie nodded her head. '' We had already made an appointment at the doctor, for 8.30 am. We are still going. Even though we know about the cause of the nausea. ''she added. Callie nodded again before snuggling up tighter against Stef. As Stef had predicted, Lena came walking down the stairs. Taking in the situation on the couch. Lena raised her eyebrows, but Stef just nodded her head.
Lena brought the kids to school, and went to work herself. Stef had had no time explaining to her what happened that morning but she was going to call her around 12. Stef and Callie made their way towards the doctor's office that morning . They sat their patiently waiting, Stef was almost praying for Callie to be wrong about her suspicions. '''Callie Foster?'' asked the doctor after a while of waiting. '' Want me to come with you?'' asked Stef, but the tight embrace around her wrist suggested the answer already. Callie shook the doctor's hand and sat back down. '' So, what brings you here today?'' asked the doctor. '' Nausea i heard'' she added. '' I-..'' stuttered Callie, she looked over to Stef frightened. '' She thinks she's pregnant. '' piped Stef in. '' Why do you think so?'' asked the doctor, barely hiding her surprise. '' She was sexually assaulted'' said Stef, after Callie looked worried over to her again. '' Oh dear, how about i refer you to the hospital, you can go today. For an ultrasound and a blood test'' smiled the doctor, trying to hide her pity. Callie merely nodded.
Callie and Stef rode to the hospital after their doctors appointment, they were assigned a waiting area where they would be called. Stef holding Callie's hand the entire time. '' Callie Foster?'' said the nurse, Callie and Stef stood up and were led into a patient room. She was handed a gown, which she had to change into. She did as she was told and lay back down on the bed. Stef reached for her hand and squeezed it tightly as a machine was rolled into the room. '' I'm going to apply this gel on your stomach. It might be a little cold'' smiled the doctor as she squeezed some on her bare stomach. Callie slightly shuddered as the gel hit her stomach. The doctor then placed the object on her stomach and moved it around. After a while of silence, a loud thumping noise filled the quiet room. '' There's the heartbeat'' smiled the doctor. '' So it's true. She's pregnant'' sighed Stef, as she gently stroke Callie's hand. '' Yes. She seems about 3 months along '' nodded the doctor as she wiped the gel of Callie's stomach. '' Because of your age, I have to ask.'' Sighed the doctor. '' Are you considering abortion? Most clinics do abortions until the 13th week. After that it would be a more invasive operation. You are about 11/12 weeks pregnant'' she added. Callie was too scared about the possibility of being pregnant she hadn't thought about what would happen if she were to be actually pregnant. '' Do I have to decide right now?'' whispered Callie softly. '' No but I do advice you to decide sooner rather than later'' sighed the doctor. Callie merely nodded, as she slowly sat up again. She was pregnant. What on earth was she going to do?