I thought i saw the devil this mornig. Looking in the mirror..I know how YOU look into a mirror,and hate what you see. I know how you lie to your friends because if they know the real you they'd be freaked. I know you wake up and your first thought is : I cant do this anymore. Everyday feels this pain inside and its killing you. I know. Nobody cares that you´re broken. But..the problem´s me. I always tried to protect you,keep you safe. But i dont protect you..and i dont keep you safe. In life we do things ...some we wish we had never done. The most difficult phase of life is not when no one understand you,its when you cant understand yourselfe. I dont know why or why not, the hell i'm not god! I never meant to start a fire, I never meant to make you bleed,I was not always there for you,and I was not always there for the others.I guess that's what I do . I let down the people I love. I'm not perfect. I make mistakes...and i hurt people.
I'm Sorry.
Please let me tell you something,let me tell you everything
You can see the pain in my eyes and still you dont care...No one can hear my scream, maybe it´s just a dream..a nightmare. I just can't keep pretending that everythings's alright. I know how you lie to your friends because if they know the real you they'd be freaked...and I know you wake up and your first thought is : I cant do this anymore. You know what ?! Youre problem is that nobody hates you more then you do. You need to see that life is not always perfect. It is not always about rainbows and butterflys. We stuck in a generation where I smile and act like nothing is wrong , it´s called dealing with shit and stying strong. Staying strong for you , so please dont hate me for never standing by you, or being by your side. I know im not perfect. We all have our demons,and they still lingers in the dark .. Every night i cry in silence. Can you not see my tears when all have left me and hope has disappeared...I wish i couldn't feel a damn thing ! so you know , one of the hardest parts of life is deciding whether to walk away or try harder. I decided to try harder. But what if i have made the wrong choice? How am i supposed to know?