How can I help it? I did not ask to have two guys in my life and I do love them both. Contrary to what people think, I do not love both the same way, I wish I did, or do I? Loving Zero is easy, although he can be a grouch sometimes, oh what am I saying, most of the time. Loving him is easy as loving another person, he is like my brother, the one I can joke around with and generally be me. Loving him is easy. Although he would never willingly say it out, I know he loves me too. That is why loving him is easy.
Now Kaname is a different story altogether. Do I love him as I do Zero or is there more to it? Do I love him as a brother, someone who saved me that night or does my feeling run deeper than that? If it does run deeper, what should I do about it? Does he feel the same? What Aido said that night, is that the reason why I feel this way towards him? I wish I knew. I wish loving him was as easy as loving zero. I wish. I wish. I wish.
I guess I would have to sort out my feelings another time, for now I have to get onto the school grounds before chaos reigns.