No Regrets
By Karaokediva419
The strong oak desk was covered in photographs as Haley slowly
browsed across them. She came across a picture of her and Lucas
sitting outside Karen's café. They were eating ice cream and
playing Monopoly on the sidewalk. They must have been about 7. She
missed Lucas. Their friendship was gradually growing non-
exsistent. And the worst part, her best friend wouldn't even see
her get married. Today, she would marry his brother.
She wasn't sure how it happened. Once second her and Nathan sat
there talking about what they were going to eat for dinner; and the
next second they were talking about getting married. "What would
you say if I asked you to marry me?" The words Nathan spoke only a
few days ago played out in Haley's head.
The mirror hanging above the desk told no lie. She looked perfect.
Her dress was simple. The off white v hung off her chest in an
elegant manor. Her soft white sandals gave height causing the knee
length lace to stand out. Her hair was pulled into a sleek bun
finished off with a light spray. She covered her eyes in light make-
up. She didn't want to go over the top and not look like her self,
but she wanted to look pretty. She wished she was tan but given the
circumstances, she didn't have much time to prepare.
Haley took a deep breath and closed her eyes. She was about to
marry the one person she ever loved. The clock on the dresser
turned and she knew it was time. She picked up her bouquet of white
roses and walked out the door. There was no turning back now. No
regrets.
Nathan sat in his car rummaging through his CDs. He needed
something to take his mind of the wait. He would get married in a
half an hour. He looked good. His tuxedo was perfectly pressed.
He had just hung up the phone with Tim. He asked him to do him a
favor at his apartment. It was risky getting him involved, but he
figured Tim wouldn't be smart enough to figure it out.
It wasn't hard for him to get the perfect tuxedo. He walked into
Hal's Rental shop and told him he had a wedding to attend. Hal was
an old friend of his dad's, and he knew he would hook him up. He
asked who's wedding and Nathan told him it was his brother's best
friend. Hal didn't question him any further. It's funny how living
in Tree Hill caused everyone to know everything about everyone.
This however was not the case. They were doing a perfect job at
keeping it quiet.
The CD started to play and Nathan listened to Eminem rapping his
lyrics. "Bitch I'm a kill you, you don't want to fuck with me, you
aint nothing but a slut to me." He switched the CD player and had to
laugh. That wasn't exactly the perfect music for the situation. He
decided to take a drive instead.
He drove around aimlessly. He hoped to find something to keep his
mind off his nerves. He loved her more than life it's self, but he
was incredibly nervous. The clock on his stereo caught his eye
before he knew it. It was time. There was no turning back now. No
regrets.
Nathan stood on the beach as he watched Haley walk toward him. She
looked amazing. When he first started dating her he always thought
she was pretty in an original way. Right now she looked gorgeous.
She was perfect. Unimaginable.
Haley smiled as she approached him. He looked so happy. She
reached down, embraced his hand in hers and kissed it. Her eyes
closed to stop herself from crying. The tears were the best tears
she ever cried in her life.
The air was perfect. It was cool but it wasn't cold. As Haley
placed the ring on Nathan's finger she took a deep breath. It was
over. It only lasted a few minuets, and now they were married.
Everything about it was perfect. "You may now kiss the bride."
The statement was so played out but Nathan rest his hand under her
chin and raised her mouth to his. He kissed her. It was passionate
and playful. As he pulled away his tears entwined with hers.
Everything that was his now became hers too.
The two walked away hand in hand. Neither spoke only listened to
the waves crashing in behind them. They approached the water and
held each other in silence.
"How are you feeling?" Nathan asked breaking the barrier. It was
the first conversation they would ever have as a married
couple. "Are you alright?"
"I'm perfect," she smiled. She stared at him as if she was in a
trance. "I couldn't be better." She was telling the truth. She
wouldn't change anything for the world. "What do you want to do
now?" They didn't have any real plans, but she knew what was to
come.
"I have something special for you," he said surprising her. She
thought they were going to go back Nathan's apartment, spend the
night together, and figure everything out in the morning.
"What surprise?' she asked laughing. She took her sandals off and
held them in her hand as they walked toward his car. "I hate
surprises Nathan, please tell me."
"You'll see." He promised.
Nathan drove into the parking lot of his apartment. Every single
light was on and Haley wondered why. "Nathan, what did I tell you
about leaving the lights on?" she laughed. "You're going to be
paying a fortune for electricity."
Nathan laughed. "Leave it to you to bring reality into this
fairytale." He held her hand as he opened the door letting her go
ahead of him.
Haley walked inside and gasped when she saw his apartment. The
floor was covered in Teddy bears and random stuff animals. Each one
wore a party hat. "I figured since we couldn't celebrate this with
our friends and family, we could celebrate it with someone."
Haley couldn't stop laughing. Nathan really did have a way of
calming her nerves. This was the cutest thing she ever saw. She
looked in the middle of the stuffed animals and saw a large box
wrapped with a bow on top. "What is this?" she smiled. "I didn't
get you anything." She suddenly felt bad. Was she supposed to buy
him something?
"It's just a little something to show you how much tonight means to
me," he explained. "Go ahead, open it."
Haley walked over to the box and unwrapped it. When she looked
inside she couldn't believe her eyes. There was a red and white
teddy that looked like something a stripper would wear. "Nathan?"
she asked confused "Why would he buy me something like this?"
"I was kind of going with a theme." He laughed pointing at all the
teddy bears. "You don't have to wear it if you don't want to. But
I expect to see you in it someday." He begged.
Haley stood up and walked over to him. He was so cute. She wrapped
her arms in his and kissed him. "Thank you."
Nathan undid his tie and set it down on the coffee table. "I'm
going to the bathroom," he told her. "I'll be right back."
Haley sat on the floor waiting for Nathan to come out. She held the
teddy in her hands and nervously contemplated putting it on. She
wanted to be sexy for him. If it was something he would like, she
wanted to wear it. She quickly undressed making sure he didn't come
out of the bathroom too early. She pulled the teddy up and stared
at herself in the mirror.
"Wow," she whispered. She pulled the pins from her bun and let her
hair hang loosely around her shoulders. Not only did it make her
look sexy. It made her feel sexy.
Nathan came out of the bathroom a couple minuets later and realized
all the lights were off. "Haley? What are you doing?" he called.
He opened the bedroom door to see her bent down flipping through
radio stations. That's when he realized she was wearing the teddy.
She turned around to look at him and he almost lost his breath. She
looked amazing. Her hair was hanging at her shoulders. She looked
shy and scared. It turned him on more than he could imagine. "You,
look, amazing." He whispered.
Haley nervously walked toward him and shut the door. Obviously
nobody was in the apartment, but she still felt more comfortable
knowing the door was shut. She didn't speak but pulled his shirt
over his head.
Nathan did the rest by taking off his pants and boxers. He kissed
her slowly and held one arm behind her back. He laid her down on
the bed and smiled. The laces crossed above the front of the teddy
making it even more exciting for him to take it off. He slowly
undid the ties staring at her body every inch of the way.
Haley was nervous. She wanted to be sexy, confident, pretend to
know what she was doing but she didn't. She kissed him and felt his
hands untie the teddy. The sensations running through her body were
amazing. She never felt this way before.
She let out a small cry as she felt Nathan's fingers inside of
her. "Does that hurt?" he whispered. He was doing his best to make
everything feel good for her. He didn't want to go too fast and
hurt her.
Haley shook her head no. It didn't hurt at all. It felt really
good. She moved with the rhythm of his fingers and smiled. Nathan
kissed her stomach and licked her slightly down the body. His
fingers still moved as he pressed his tongue inside of her.
"Nathan wait," Haley, begged. She didn't want to stop him but she
was uncomfortable.
Nathan stopped and looked down at her. "Haley, it's okay. I'll stop
if you want me too. But it's okay," he promised.
"Okay," she nodded. She did like the way it was feeling, but it was
hard to enjoy it because she was so nervous. Nathan kissed her area
again and brought his tongue in soft circles inside of her. The
motions grew into a routine until she felt him sucking her harder
and harder. "Oh," she cried. She was to the point where she didn't
care if she sounded stupid.
"Do you like that?" Nathan asked pulling his tongue out of her.
"Yes," Haley cried. "I don't want you to stop."
Nathan smiled as he brought himself back into her. He loved the
fact that she was enjoying herself. It excited him even more. He
continued to suck her until he felt her come down and touch
herself. He watched as she uncontrollably inserted her own fingers
inside her. "Oh my God," he whispered. "Haley, you are amazing,"
he helped her move along and held her hands over her head. "Do you
like it?"
Haley nodded. "I want to Nathan, I want to so bad," she begged.
She watched as he pulled a box of condoms off the dresser. He put
it on and slowly put himself inside of her.
Haley let out a small cry as she felt the rush of pain when Nathan
moved. It hurt more than she expected. Everything up until now had
been so perfect. "Oh."
"Are you okay?" Nathan asked ready to pull back out if he was
hurting her too much. "Baby, if it hurts to bad we can stop."
"No," Haley shook her head. "I want this,"
Nathan pushed further inside of her as she watched the slight site
of blood trickle from her body. It scared him to know he was
hurting her, but it was the most amazing feeling at the same time.
His body rested against hers as the slowly rocked back and forth.
The feeling slowly became more pleasurable for Haley as Nathan
brought himself in and out of her. "Nathan, something is
happening,"
Nathan smiled when he realized she was almost too her climax. He
moved a little faster and felt himself almost ready to burst. "Its
okay Haley, let it go, I'm almost there too." He let himself go as
he collided with her body.
She let out a loud scream that almost startled him. She was smiling
and he knew she liked it. He stayed inside of her for a couple
seconds before pulling out of her. He reached down and kissed her
for a few seconds before pulling away. "Are you okay?" he asked
again.
Haley was quite. It was nothing like she expected. "I'm okay," she
promised. She had so many emotions running through her mind. She
was shaking, and freezing, but burning up at the same time.
"I'm going to bring the condom to the bathroom, is it okay if I
leave you for a couple seconds?"
Haley nodded. She didn't care at all. She actually wanted him to
go to the bathroom. She needed a second to process everything that
just happened. When she realized he was out of site she started to
cry. She wasn't sure why she was crying. Everything that just
happened was exactly how she wanted it to be. But she was just so
confused. Was she making the right decisions? Did Nathan like it?
Was she horrible?
Nathan came out of the bathroom and realized Haley was in
tears. "Baby, oh my God, what's wrong?" he asked rushing to her
side and holding her naked body in his arms.
"Nothing," she promised wiping away her tears quickly. She hugged
him back. "I promise nothing is wrong."
He believed her. He knew she must be emotional and it scared him at
the same time. He wanted her to be happy. He wanted to know that
she liked it. "I love you," he whispered.
"I love you too," she whispered back.
He lay down on the bed and covered their naked bodies with a sheet.
She rested her head on his arm and fell asleep. She couldn't
imagine being in any other place right now. No matter what happens
in the future. Right now, she had no regrets.
AN:I'm not a big fan of Haley, so this was really hard for me. But
I really tried.