The Forgotten Remains Of A Kaleidoscope..

Chapter One ~ Black Rainbows , Dark Shadows ,

In a Blur Of Smoke

By Inuyashas Youkai

Dedicated to My Honey-bear, I'll be with you as long as you want me,

Your Sweet-pea , Always..

I do not own that of Inuyasha , its characters that is solely by its creator , Rumiko Takahashi .. Only the plot that I create for them is mine , created for my own entertainment to share with others ..

Thank you , and Enjoy ...

Summary- Black rainbows, Dark shadows , In a blur of smoke , I stay.. I am later told that my name is.. Crap I forgot again!Anyways I was told my name, by the voices inside my head , at least I think so cause I can't see them, can barely hear them, but to be honest .. I just don't remember . I know they hurt because I don't know who they are , although what they don't understand is that I don't know whom am I either.

Confused eyes flickered open to gaze upon what had laid before them , as to gain knowledge to the questions raging through one's mind rapidly . No longer had the lonely soul gazing knew as to why it was there, how it had become so, and lastly as to whom it was. Sadly the lone being within the dark remembered nothing leading up to this moment , and due to seeing nothing but black , was receiving nothing as to gain a clue .

Muddled whispers, darkened unknown shapes misted within the billowing gray smoke that wasn't cloaked in darkness, were all that could be seen within the vast never ending expanse through the one 's tired orbs. Movement could be heard around it but as curiosity caused one's attention towards the sound nothing could be seen as to what caused it , echoing in the otherwise quiet cimmaron night, at least to the effected one watching. Following it, feeling control over its body waver , as another force seemed to take its claim over it, gliding it to where it was to be.

Pain shot through limbs almost immediately , like burrs of lighting thrown at it's deceiver unawares, cascading outwards until one could feel it throbbing, as it spread throughout. A light pressure of warmth laid upon the threatening chaos pounding within , and without knowing what it was, why, or how the comforting rays were able to reach it in this chilled freeze , by the time the one could think about it , as the pain began to seize , slowly the pleasant assurance was gone. Voices of altered whispers soon joined the mix afterwards ,and fear rose up into it's being, though it wasn't that the undertones reaching anxious ears showed any harm , but without understanding the words one couldn't be for sure of the shadows intentions.

Droplets of rain fell upon unsuspectingly , dry, cracked. and tender lips, causing the outward motion of one's tongue to interact with the moisture, to sooth it ' s sting. A soft touch followed upon those same lips ,offering the promise of more rain to the receivers parched mouth , and another wisp of something smooth in a different spot moistening across the brow, before both disappeared after a short spans of time..

Once both areas no longer felt the comforting presence against it, a sigh lingered , escaping , but didn't pass the one's lips, and then the chill returned, and the blackness again reigned together with the shrilling screams. Allowing the weightlessness to return , slipping slowly downward into a unknown abyss, the one permitting the change further sunk within its unconsciousness, while wisps of smoke tangled amidst it form , as its eyelids trembled closed.

Flickers of light came , and passed as it went , as its weight fell deeper , descending further down , growing darker, colder, but the whispers remained , colliding with something ominous below. It wasn't certain , as to what had caused such a fright inside, but knew the closer one got to knowing what eluded for the moment, hidden someplace deep , the pain of it would certainly worsen, because whatever it was would realize that it had been found , when it had only waited simply for that reason , before it would act.

The nameless one knew it was better not to know , for the fear of the consequences of knowing would create, somehow it could just feel it ,whatever it was leading it to where it was , wasn't a good thing , surely..

Something inside it told it so..

Silence became prevalent , nothing but the shallow breathing , coming from itself , and the slowed pitter pats of a heartbeat remained , as the hushed voices , underneath the harshly loud obscenities died to nothing once more, the flashes of light faded to ash, giving away to the darkness below. A steady humming vibrations began , continuing to lull the fallen into its temporary peace, at least for the moment . The previous warmth from before wrapping itself around it tightly , to secure it in it's own comfort until it was released to feel the horrid sounds once more..

A dreaded flicker of a spark gave to awaken the one surrounded in a dark abyss to the cold surroundings , all too soon . Then following with a sight bathed in blood, fallen debris in the place of what stood there, and in the middle of it bodies scattered all around , with a dark force tossing them there, hovering to claim it's next victim. Screaming cries, sounds of violent tears , with the crashes of thrown attacks from either side. Everything was a blur , and before the image could be clear , decided upon , the moving picture faded within a matter of moments .

Now fully awake , shaking, attempting to calm its racing heartbeat from breaking from its cage with deep, heavy breaths , the one left alone was reunited with the unforgiving nothing , once again .. It was almost as though you were looking at dark misty water all around you , and without rain it continuously rippled in and out of sight to become nothing at all with the tendrils of smoke weaving through the lone intensity of being alone.. Sometimes this moment made one rethink the possibility of desiring to fight to remember then to remain alone here in this , hell.

On second thought , no. Nothing could be worse then to feel the strong hesitation of learning that what is hidden deeply, even nothing itself..

TBC...