Dear Sora,
You've been gone for a week now. I haven't been dealing with it very well. So far this entire week I've been cooped up in my room. Our room. Roxas and Axel have been trying to set me up with a therapist to help me cope and forget about you. But that's not possible. I can't possibly forget you. You're all I ever think about. Your spiky hair that seems to defy gravity for some reason, your smile that brightens up the room and everyone in it and your aqua eyes that I love. I can't forget you Sora. It's not possible. I don't want to forget.
Roxas and Axel are worried about me. Even I'm starting to worry about me. The therapist is worried about me too. That's why she gave me this journal, so I can write down my thoughts. I'm suppose to give it to her so she could read it but I feel weird doing it. However most if not all my thoughts are about you so maybe that's why I feel weird giving it to her to read. I don't want her to invade my private thoughts, my thoughts about you.
I'm pretty she'll read this eventually. But the truth has to come out sooner or later right? She never specifically told me what to write, but just that I have to write. So I'm writing to you. I hope you don't mind. I want you to know how I've coped with it.
I'm going to tell you how it's been without you here with me. How I feel all day. Everyday will be written down in here, starting from day one, a.k.a the day you left this world. The day I lost my perfect angel. The day...I became broken.
Love,
Riku