John's p.o.v
Back to bleeding nonstop
Realm of pessimism
Eternal false hope
A dying pulse
Tedious senseless cause
Hope's heartbeat
Echoes of what could've should've would've been
Redundant wishful thinking
Evanescent dream
A broken union
Limbo
Infinite laborious effort
My unlimited support
Black and white reality
One long overdue goodbye
My quiet departure
Bittersweet joy
Repetitive history
Our reconciliation
Worthless wasteful vanity
New unknown surroundings
Evolutionary metamorphosis
Rosy bright future
A different state of mind
Self liberation
Exit strategies
Removable obstacles
Early minor bumps in the road
Needless compromises
A halfhearted devotion
Momentary pleasure
Everpresent merciful graceful patience
Sacrificial love
Stationary motion, my tiresome fray, feeling misused and rejected
Even though I have been good to you, you are still distant
Now and then I am hesitant to reconnect with you
Can't move on from you, its never over between us
Endless harmony, bittersweet irony, our symphony