Disclaimers: I don't own Weiss
Turn my face towards the sky to find swirls of darkness,
Look down to the ground which I am standing,
Only it seems I am not standing at all,
I am floating in nothing, lost in my heart,
The black embraces me, never to let go,
I let the darkness surround me,
And do not struggle to get free,
I am a prisoner of my own soul,
Never to feel love nor hate,
Drowning in a sea of emotions,
Useless emotions I do not have,
Cannot smile nor frown,
My numb heart blocks out feelings,
I wonder what it would be like to feel love,
I even wonder how it feels to hate,
I would rather have hold hate then nothing at all,
I would be able to feel something,
Now as I sit in front of your grave I realize,
I have felt emotions before, I had been happy, I had loved,
And each day I saw you more of the darkness turned into light,
But God was jealous of these new emotions I found,
And he sent his angels to take you away,
The light you once gave me again turned black,
And then I get another emotion, hate,
I felt hate towards God for taking away my love,
As time went on another emotion broke through my barrier,
Sadness, this emotion was different from the other one's,
This sadness has caused me more pain then I thought possible,
This sadness will never leave me, it is trapped in the darkness,
The only emotion I hold, the only emotion I will ever have.
Thanks for reading my attempt at writing. It is greatly appreciated. I was listening to "Voiceless Screaming" by X Japan at the time I wrote this.
Turn my face towards the sky to find swirls of darkness,
Look down to the ground which I am standing,
Only it seems I am not standing at all,
I am floating in nothing, lost in my heart,
The black embraces me, never to let go,
I let the darkness surround me,
And do not struggle to get free,
I am a prisoner of my own soul,
Never to feel love nor hate,
Drowning in a sea of emotions,
Useless emotions I do not have,
Cannot smile nor frown,
My numb heart blocks out feelings,
I wonder what it would be like to feel love,
I even wonder how it feels to hate,
I would rather have hold hate then nothing at all,
I would be able to feel something,
Now as I sit in front of your grave I realize,
I have felt emotions before, I had been happy, I had loved,
And each day I saw you more of the darkness turned into light,
But God was jealous of these new emotions I found,
And he sent his angels to take you away,
The light you once gave me again turned black,
And then I get another emotion, hate,
I felt hate towards God for taking away my love,
As time went on another emotion broke through my barrier,
Sadness, this emotion was different from the other one's,
This sadness has caused me more pain then I thought possible,
This sadness will never leave me, it is trapped in the darkness,
The only emotion I hold, the only emotion I will ever have.
Thanks for reading my attempt at writing. It is greatly appreciated. I was listening to "Voiceless Screaming" by X Japan at the time I wrote this.