"LOREN GET YOUR FAT ASS IN HERE " loren was a woken by the man that causd me so much pain for sevan years and makes her dear wonderful,sweat,amazing mother cries the person who get`s drunk everynight and comes back with full of person who crushed her whole life and her dreames along with it,the same person that livs off of our work,the person loren used to call her hero,the person loren used to be able to call her father the man she loved but it all chaged sevean years ago. loren rolld out of bed and slipped her house shoes on and entered the ketchen saw her mom was no where to be found damn she is so lucky right now she thouht in her head she saw that trent was drinking some beer she ran in her room locked door then she changed put hr knee-high brown boots on then sh climbed all the way out the window she went into the garage and started up the car and it took her twenty minutes to get from her house to adreana`s house ran out the car she just went right in like she always have been doing sense middle school she saw melissa,kim and adreana in adreana`s room sitting on aid`s bed loren plopped on to the bed the girls all crowdd her

"loren you never tell us what`s wrong with you we always get the same lame untrue response so when will you actully tell us the truth ?" loren`s colerful friend melissa said with her big eyes starring straight at her her eyes were full of concern

"why don`t you guys ever belive me gosh get off my back "loren had said everytime this type of conversation rises so sh can get out of it she never ever had told anybody about her farther trent mccall beating on her not evn her mother knows about this she thinks trent is just the perfect ideal husband and father but she dosent want to see her mother unhappy becus she would have to pick up all the pieces back up again

"becuse your always lying to us and you never invite us over,you banded us from ever coming over,i never even seen your house i am not even sure you really even have an house"loren was really getting tired of the bullshit from everyone she jumped off the bed ran straight to her car and went to her secret spot she sat down and did the one thing she really knew how and knew was right and that made her feel good inside and out it maks her feel like she was on top of the world makes her feel beauituful,powrful,strong,it just makes her forget about everything about her awful life and every awful person in it and the bad things around her just singing hr songs about her life and feelings just makes her feel all those things it makes her feel like she`s floating on a cloud and everything is alright

YOU SHOUT IT OUT BUT I CANT HEAR A WORD YOU SAY

I`AM TALKING LOUD,NOT SAYIN MUCH,I`AM CRITICIZED BUT ALL YOUR BULLETS RANCHIOT

YOU SHOOT ME DOWN BUT I GET UP

I`AM BULLET-PROOF NOTHING TO LOOSE

FIRE AWAY,FIRE AWAY,RICHORCHET YOU TAKE YOUR AIM

FIRE AWAY, FIRE AWAY

YOU SHOOT ME DOWN BUT I WONT FALL

I AM TITANIUM

YOU SHOOT ME DOWN BUT I WONT FALL

I AM TITANIUM

YOU CUT ME DOWN BUT IT`S YOU WHO`LL HAVE FURTHER TO FALL

GHOST TOWN, AND HAUNTED UP LOVE RAISE YOUR VOICE STICKS AND STONE MAY BREAK MY BONES,I`AM TALKING LOUD NOT SAYING MUCH!

a few drops of tears came down her eyes while singing the last part she leaned back into the rusty oak tree and slowly closed her eyes


"excus me miss,excuse me wake up "loren finally woke up out of her wonderful sleepshe looked around she then rembered she had fallen a sleep at her spot on the mountain she saw an attractive young male that really familluar sitting beside her

"hey you alright -

"i`ve been better and it`s loren and i`am geussing your name is duran "