BuffyTrueVoices(a short thingie I wrote called)
Buffy Season Six: True Voices
Ohmigod is the Scooby Gang no more? What was really
going thru their heads!
Buffy After all the evil I have faced
in my short life, how could I have known that the ones that would have
hurt me the worst were my own best friends? I know they didn't mean
to do it. They had the best of intentions...but in matters of life
and death, "best intentions" don't cut it. They plucked me from heaven!
I was at ultimate peace, and I deserved it! I always knew that a Slayer's
time on Earth wasn't destined to be long...look at Kendra. I accepted
that a long time ago. I accepted that because I figured after sacrificing
my youth here doing battle I would at last die and go to heaven.
And get some rest. But even that was taken from me.
They...reanimated me like a
zombie! Did spells to bring me back as if I was Super Mario dead
in a sewer pipe and all they had to do was pump a few more quarters in
to get the game restarted. I'm not a video game character.
I'm not Lara Croft. I'm Buffy Summers, a human female barely into
her twenties. They should have let me die.
When the "hitchhiking" demon
started attacking each of us...and Willow said I appeared in her bedroom,
saying all those things...it wasn't the demon. I told her it was
but it wasn't. It must have been...some astral form of mine when
I was sleeping. Because everything Willow said "I" said...that's
how I felt.
I have so much hatred bubbling
up inside of me at the very sight of Wil, and it makes me feel really guilty.
I've tried to regain the feelings of friendship and love I used to share
with her...but it's all lies. I just don't want to cause a rift between
me and her right now, because I don't want my little sister being exposed
to that. This rag-tag group of friends is all Dawn has in terms of
a family...Willow is like a friendly aunt to her.
Besides...I'm starting to get
a bad feeling about Wil. She's just getting too powerful. I...I
don't know how to deal with that. With magick. Vamps, I can
do. But...
There I go again.
...just forget I said anything
about Willow, okay? Don't even think it...because she can read your
mind.
Willow I think Buffy has been avoiding
me. Understandable, I guess, after the whole "dead" thing.
But how are things going to get back to normal if she won't communicate
with us? I mean, that's all I want, for things to be like they used
to be. When we were the Scoobys. Those were great times.
Some people say you can't go back, but I think you can. That's what
"Nick-at Nite" is for. I love watching those old Family Ties reruns!
I think Dawn has been avoiding
me, too. I guess she's still kind of in shock, with that whole "my
sister was dead" thing. Still, I think she shouldn't bottle up all
those emotions inside herself like that. Maybe I can think of a spell
to make her less tense. Note to self: talk to Tara about Dawn No-Sulky
No-More Spell.
And come to think of it, Tara
has been kind of avoiding me as well lately. I hope she's not having
an affair with Anya, or else I'll have to kill them both.
Anya These Velma-Gang Doo kids, or
whatever they call themselves, are really just too kooky for me.
I can't wait to get hitched with Xander and move to New Jersey.
