Hi everyone! This is my very first fanfic so I don't know how it will turn out. None of the Twilight Saga is mine--its all SMs

Bella's POV

I looked in to Jacob's face as he got up and walked out the door. I was laying there on the Cullen's couch. Had he just said what I thought he said? Had he just said that I should kill my little nudger? Kill him and then use some artificial crap? I looked to Edward and saw the pain in his face and then a look flashed in his eyes, a look that belonged on the face of a mad man, not Edward, my Edward.

Maybe Jacob was right, maybe I couldn't get through this, then what would happen. Edward would go to Italy, no questions asked. I sighed and looked to where Edward and Rosalie were arguing in voices to low for me to hear and I spoke in a whisper, which, now that I thought about it, did sound very harsh and ragged.

"Edward, I need to talk to Carlisle." I murmured. He was at my side before I could blink. "Bella, love, are you alright? Are you hurting?" he asked as Rosalie came and stood behind the couch in a defensive stance. "No, I just need to talk to Carlisle." Then, thinking about Edward ability and Rose's over protectiveness I added "Alone!"

"Ok, Rose, get Carlisle. We can take them to where I talked to Jacob and then let them talk" Edward said as he scooped me up into his arms. I winced as he pressed a bruise on my stomach. Without waiting to see if Rosalie listened he took me out of the house and to the edge of the clearing in about all of five seconds.

He set me on the ground gently and sat next to me, putting his cool hand on my face his black eyes staring into mine until we heard the slower approach of Carlisle and Rosalie. "This had better be important Bella, I still don't trust them" she said to me, jerking her head in Edward and Carlisle's direction. "Rose, please, I just need to talk to Carlisle, and if I need you I'll yell." With a nod she turned to the house, dragging Edward along behind her.

Carlisle kneeled down until we were at eye level and asked "What is it Bella?" I hesitated then started off into my thought, "Well, I was talking to Jacob a few minutes ago and he told me some stuff…" "Do you want to tell me about it?" he asked gently.

That was one of the many good things about Carlisle, if I wanted to I could say that I changed my mind and wanted to go back to the house and he would take me back and he wouldn't ask me anymore questions. But I was set on this, it went against everything I had said since the honeymoon, but I had to, for my Edward.

"Carlisle, first, you must hide your thoughts when we get back to the hou-" a small moan escaped my throat and Carlisle put his hands on my ribs and started to examine them, but I pushed him away. "No, its fine, he just kicked, that's all. Carlisle, I need to talk to you about abortion…"

Carlisle's POV

Abortion. The word flashed across my mind before I could stop it. Was Bella finally seeing how dangerous this was. I'm starting to sound exactly like Edward. I thought, then I pulled my mind back to the young, hurting woman on the ground. This was a human life, not ready to be taken, not yet, and not just any human, this was my daughter. I had to do whatever I could.

"What brought all this on, Bella?" I asked, a little worried now.

"Well, I was talking to Jacob and he told me that Edward is in worse shape then I thought, and then he said something that I wasn't sure about…"

I wisped my cell phone out of my pocket and handed it to Bella.

"Find out the whole story." I said as gently as I could.

She pulled it from my hand and dialed Jacob's number. "I hope he hasn't phased yet." She said to me, her eyes were wide, as if she couldn't believe what she was doing.

I listened as she started to talk.

"Hello, Jacob?" Then the person on the other line said something and at this point my mind started to drift.

I wondered what brought this on. What had Jacob said that her family couldn't convince her of? What were her plans now?

"What?!" I jumped, I hadn't heard Bella talk with that much force since she and Edward got back from the honeymoon.

"Jacob, I don't want to be treated like that" she whispered now. I heard a rough answer from the other end of the line.

"I guess that could work." she muttered quietly

"Alright, bye." she hung up and handed me the phone.

"Carlisle." she began. "I want to talk about my little E.J..."

Dun Dun Dunn- Cliffy!!

Ok everyone, that's it for this chapter, please review. The more you review the faster I'll right!! And I'm sorry about the shortness of the chapter, once the story gets going they will get longer.-- oh and I know that Bella would never do this but I was talking to my cousin about what would happen if Bella said yes to Jacob's request….. and so my fanfic was born!