One-sided love: the most painful type of love
I wonder if my feelings will ever get to you. Even just for once I wish that you would look at me too.
Just one glance from those oceanic blue eyes would be just enough. Though I think that wouldn't ever happen, after all your eyes are always on her. The perfect match for a guy like you, you were literally made for each other. How can I compete with some like her? She's beautifully alluring, cute and bubbly unlike me a bossy nerd with ugly bangs who wears an annoyingly large red ribbon on her hair.
So I guess looking at you from a far distance is enough, right? It's not like I can do anything about it, right? Whispering silently with the words "I love you" is for the best, right?
Ignoring the suffocation from my chest and just smile as if everything in this twisted world is just fine, is for the best; Because in the end, I'll just be the side character inside a love story about the two of you.
So with a cheerful smile that I have always worn, I'll wish you both every happiness that you deserve and I'll promise that I'll support your love despite the suffocating pain deep inside my chest.
After all this love is only one sided and nothing more...
There he goes again with that cheerful smile of his, that for some reason it makes my heart malfunction but in a good way, too bad it's not for me, it's only her. The blonde headed puff. My one and only bubbly sister Bubbles.
It's really painful watching him wanting her the same way I want him though I know that he will never ever notice my feelings. And never in million years would I ever admit that they're only for him.
It would just be so wrong, too wrong. No, it's not because he's a ruff no not at all we were just kids back then we all have surpassed the trying-to-kill-each-other phase. It's just that he's in love with my little sister. And I can't really broadcast to the world about my feelings. And besides I'm a top A student, I don't have time for love or anything that might distract me from fulfilling my duties as a student.
So it's better for us to stay as two acquaintances that used to kill each other back when we were still youngsters.
But sometimes I can't help but wish I wasn't the smart one, it would have been nice if I was the bubbly one, you know the type that everyone would just fall you every single time you beam a smile at them. Heck, even I catch Butch blushing whenever Bubbles flashes a smile at him (in a friendly way, she's too gullible to know about other people's feelings).
I guess it goes to show even a Powerpuff has her insecurities as well huh? We aren't the three perfect little girls we used to be well in my case at least I really do want to tell him about these fluttering feelings inside my chest. Like whenever he shows off his sensitive side that his idiotic redheaded brother finds "gayish". Like when he acts so kind towards others despite he's supposed to be a ruff which leads me to misunderstand his intentions (I simply can't help it).
Being around him is too dangerous because I might fall in love with him more and more and I just can't have that. So while it's still early, I have to stay away.