Just smiles and grins
But, it is all but, a fib
I feel cold and alone
I miss my home
Dad has faded
I don't know how long I've waited
For him to come back to show me the way
Will I know what to say?
I may have you mother
And my little baby brother
But, my Daddy was my world; he made the world go round
I don't how long I won't see him around
I'm not sure what my life is supposed to be about
There's so many dreams I wish to pursue but, not enough numbers to count
All of them are following in your footsteps
They all have so much depth
I want to fight
But, mum doesn't want me to; she grabs me tight
She won't let go
I want to glow
Daddy, I want you to know
I need you Daddy
I need you here with me
I need someone to hold me tight
And not let the bed bugs bite
I need someone to see my dreams
And let me be who I want to be
I need someone to tell me everything's alright
And for someone to actually let me think my thoughts are right
But, you're not on this side
All the crying
All the tears
No-one can see my fears
All the pain
All the torment
Everyone expecting so much from me
I need you Daddy
I want to dream again
You're the only part of this life I don't want to forget
I may have a little brother now
But, he doesn't care what I want my life to be about
Mum gives him all the attention
She forgotten about me
It's hard to see when part of your hearts is blurry
I live life when I'm the jury
I live my life
I choose when I say goodbye
I'm going to leave my mum and my brother behind
Everyone else is on their side
They know I took your life
Sorry Dad I'm going away
I can't stay
These steps in frozen ice
Don't think twice
I walk through it leaving everything behind
Will you come find me sometime?
That's if you come back to life
Please Dad you need to prove to them that I didn't want you to die
Please Dad make the pain go away
Please Dad I need you here
Please Dad wipe away all the tears
Please Dad tell me everything is going to be alright
Please Dad I need you here to stay
Come back Daddy before my heart fades away!