They've taken everything away…
My family, my friends
My innocence
I am broken
And you broke me when you made me change
When I became the only one standing
I lost who I am
I can't find the answers I seek
Why is it me?
Me? Gohan
Why did I have to live?
Why did the ones I love die?
They didn't deserve this
They should've let death take me instead
I've always been a scared weak coward
Who's always ran away
So why is it me who lives?
They say the weak perish
I am the weak so why haven't I perished already.
My friends weren't strong enough but, they had more courage then me
That says something about me doesn't it
Not every ten year old loses there father do they?
I knew when he left something was going to change
Because when he did I knew I did
And the world around me did
I felt so angry
Asking why
Why did this happen?
Why was taken my father from me?
Why my father of all people?
Why me and not some bad guy?
I love my daddy
And he was taken away from me
Why did he have to be set free?
I never wanted this life
As soon as I got it, it changed me
I learned to love what I had
And make do with what I was given
But, now how do I make do with that
When everyone keeps leaving me
They keep taking everyone away
One day I won't even have myself
I don't even think I have myself
They took that away too
Wait…
That heart disease took me away
That is when all this pain
Became what it is
That is when I transformed
And ran away like the coward I still am
Their blood is like a river, it spills
I see it all around me
Now I have the feeling after today
I'll never look the same back on yesterday
Because now I will be able to control my transformation
But… it won't be enough
I'm not tough enough
I'm still weak
I've lost my feet
I've lost my way
I only want to go back to many yesterdays
Where we were laughing and you were always there to hold me
Why can't I be with you Daddy?
You meant so much to me but, you're gone
In the wind
And not able to speak
I see you every time I transform
And every time I look in the mirror
Because you passed something on to me
Even though they've taken so much away, they haven't taken that away
Your memory