You walk away from Beck, this being your third fight with him; today.

You enter the janitor's closet & you laugh because it's starting to become a very cliché thing to do when someone needs to think or make out or something else in this school.

"Who's there?" You hear a familiar fucking voice, and you see (*littlemissfuckingperfect*) leaving the janitor's closet, crying. You don't know why, but you notice something that was behind where Tori was standing. You squint your blue eyes to see what it was.

Te Amo, Jade.

That single sentence was carved into the wall. She presumes it's Spanish for something.

Cause Tori's half Latina, right?

.&.

Since the school's internet system is down, you can't use it to find out what 'Te Amo' means.

So you ask Beck; he doesn't know.

So you ask Robbie; he doesn't know & Rex says something out of line & you throw him in a trashcan.

So you ask Cat; she doesn't know but she suggests asking her rainbow lollipop. (you back away)

So you ask André; he knows but he doesn't want to tell you, instead he hands you his iPod & he wants you to listen to a Rihanna song, your urge to throw it to the ground is very strong, but you don't because then you would have to pay for a new one, so you walk away.

.&.

You remember you take Spanish class.

So you go to your locker & you whip out your Spanish-English dictionary.

Te – (indirect compliment) to you.

Amo – I love.

You put the pieces together.

I love you, Jade.

Te Amo, Jade.

You slam your dictionary to your locker, you go straight to your house & you think about it.

.&.

Beck texts you.

To: Jade

You ok, babe? You left early. Everything alright?

You reply back a lie with a frown.

To: Beck

I'm okay, just a little sick, I'll be fine by tomorrow, love you.

You try to sleep that night but all you can think about is brownhair&eyes, glitter&sparkles who make it shine, the girl who is in love with you.

.&.

You go back to school the next day & you see her acting normal (she probably doesn't know you read or understood what she wrote.) she's talking to Cat & you suddenly get jealous.

Because Cat's making her smile when you can make her frown.

.&.

You're in Beck's RV doing "homework".

What you're really doing is thinking of Tori while Beck is watching some stupid comedy sitcom.

"You got it dude."

Oh, yeah, Beck loves Full House.

"She's so cute." Beck says out loud about the little Olsen twin.

(he doesn't notice that she's awfully quite & distant.)

.&.

Jade is invited to Cat's slumber party.

Tori & You are the only ones invited (because Cat doesn't make many friends)

You wear your long black pants & your black sleeveless shirt.

Cat is wearing a red dress-type pajama.

Tori is wearing a yellow top & yellow hotpants.

(you hate yellow but it looks good on her)

"you look like puke."

You lie to keep your Jade-iesque pokerface.

It works.

.&.

Cat & Tori are sleeping.

And you can't stop looking at Tori sleeping, (she looks so damn peaceful).

.&.

You go to Beck's RV that night & you fuck him.

But you replaced his image with hers.

.&.

You hurry back to Cat's house & they're still sleeping. You get a text from Beck.

To: Jade

Did you call me Tori?

She doesn't reply.

.&.

You all go back to Hollywood Arts to continue your routine as regular teenagers with your regular circle of friends, (that is if you consider a musical genius *andré* a vibrant redhead *cat* a geeky dork *robbie* a hot shot *beck* a perfect closet lesbian *tori* a talentless loser *trina* & a goth chick with problems *you* a normal circle of friends.)

.&.

You never tell anyone about Tori's feelings for you.

(and you never tell anyone about your feelings for her.)

.&.

My soul is awry, without asking why, I said, "te amo, wish somebody'd tell me what she said."

Don't it mean "I love you"?