I DO NOT OWN BLOOD PLUS
A/N: Hey-o! This is my first fanfiction, let alone my first Yaoi fanfiction! My friend and I love Blood Plus, and my favorite pair is RikuxCharles. I tried looking for some fanfictions about them, but when I did, it was next to nothing (Only four fanfics! *Sob*). Bold letters are what I'm saying. Italic letters are thoughts people are thinking, Any who, with that being said, let's get on with this Two-Shot!
Charles P.O.V.
Charles knew. Charles knew what it felt like, being all alone. Although he had Van, he still felt a little emptiness in his chest. He shouldn't be feeling these kind of things. He was a chevalier, one of the most noble creaturs of Earth. Yet, he longed for something, something he couldn't quite figure out.
"Ah, how silly of me to think of such a thing," Charles muttered to himself.
As he played wit the book in his hand, he sighed. The feeling of loneliness seemed to get the better of him. He found himself sighing because of unknown reasons. The feeling he had when he thought it over tore through him.
What am I thinking? A chevalier shouldn't be feeling this kind of thing, Charles thought.
It was somewhat true, and he despised it. He despised the fact that he was supposed to feel nothing. He wasn't Diva's chevalier anymore, he was only a test subject. Nothing more, and nothing less. He was all alone in a huge mansion with nothing but a human to accompany him. That human couldn't cover up his pain, though.
A useless test subject...
He looked out the library's window with sad eyes. He hadn't noticed it before, but he often did this during his free time. Looking out the window with a book in his hands, thinking about things that made him upset.
How silly of me. I'm only making my mood worse, Charles teasingly thought.
Still, he couldn't help but think it through. He often thought things like, 'I wonder if I was normal, I would make friends', or 'If someone saw me like this, would they want to be my friend?'. However, he pushed those thoughts away.
Of course no one would want to be your friend. You're a monster. Everyone is afraid of you. What are you thinking? Nobody will like you.
Charles sighed again, and started to actually read the book in his hand. But as soon as he started reading, he stopped. He couldn't help it. He couldn't stop thinking. His chest ached, and he knew exactly why. He wanted a friend. Someone to talk to. Someone he could protect. Someone to care for and to care. He wanted something that was impossible for him to get.
A/N: Voila! (I know, so short..) How was it? This is gong to be a two-shot so please wait for the second chapter. The second chapter will most likely be longer. Please review! It'll probably make me update faster. Anyways, again, please R&R!
Adieu~
~Michiko~