A/N: Please review and tell me what you think. Just so you know though, when I first wrote this, it wasn't meant for Harry Potter. But since it matches so well, I might as well just post it here. Remember to review!
The moment I first looked
upon the calmness of your face
that was soon replaced with that
heartless mask made from your pain
only showing your ice and now your warmth.
At first, we had only loath one other,
seeing my hateful father, not my mother,
but neither my parents I was
for I too held this cheerful mask
covering the pain of my youth.
The scars that you will
never peek upon, covered by pills
that helped me get back into life
for once ago a knife I held;
the shadowed life I had lived.
For knowing you will be there,
hating me you may be, but still there
and now, you have broken through
my mask when it should have been
your mask that I break.
Now I feel a joy
like a child with a new found toy.
At first I refused to believe
remembering my darkened past,
but now my heart you wield.
Your warmth at night,
your sarcastic humor,
the endlessness of your eyes.
All this you give me
I never want to give it away.
But now your past is caught,
your own horrors tearing us apart.
And now we're in a fight thats clawing at my heart;
Mist in my eyes, tears I refuse to cry.
The cold, icy mask is back in place.
I run from you,
from my pain, from my heart.
I may not be made of glass
but it is my heart that is
and now, darkness I once more see.
A flash of memories go through me
Breaking me with my broken heart.
A pain wash through me
like salt over my cut open soul
turning my to pieces.
And yet, I find that in my heart
I feel as if it is my fault
for that we are apart.
For I know that no matter what
I would give my life for you.
And now, as I come to you to talk
the one who drove us apart is here.
A maniacal laugh, a weapon in hand,
aimed at you and ready to fire,
but instead of you, I took the shot.
As I laying dying
with my blood flowing freely,
I see tears in those dark eyes.
I use my hand to wipe them away
for it doesn't match you.
And as I lay, I reach the knowedge,
that no matter how you feel
my heart shall always belong to you.
And now, people have come
trying to save what is too late.
And now I lay dying, ready for death,
something I can easily tell,
that you will forever more and always be
My heart, my soul,
My murderer.
