Complicated
Nikki and John have been together for a bit over two years but what will happen when there is a big bump in their relationship. Will Nikki be able to forgive John and move on or will this destroy their relationship?
Hey guys I hope you enjoy this fanfic! I recently went to a WWE live show and it made me really want to get back into writing fanfictions, so here it goes! Hope you enjoy it and constructive criticism is always helpful xxx
Chapter 1
Nikki Bella woke up to the sound of her ear-splitting alarm. She reached over and picked up her phone of her bedside table, to turn the alarm clock off. She rolled over to see that yet again she was left with an unoccupied bed. She sighed. This was becoming the norm for Nikki, John was always at the gym or going out with the boys while Nikki was left at home.
Things were simply complicated. Their relationship wasn't normal, it was tense and Nikki missed the old John. She missed the way he used to surprise her and make time for her.
Nikki got out of bed and headed downstairs to make some breakfast. She put some bananas, soy milk and protein powder into the smoothie blender and turned it on. Her phone started to ring, she reached over to pick it up, and it was John. She didn't feel like talking so she decided it was best to just ignore his call.
Nikki waited around for John to come home, she needed to talk to him, but she didn't know what to say, she was scared of how John would react. She missed the old days, when her and John would go out together, go on holidays and just spend quality time at home together, now all of this was gradually disappearing. Nikki was fearful that her family and work friends would start to notice that their relationship wasn't as good as it used to be, she didn't want people to think that John didn't love her or that he thought she wasn't good enough for him. Nikki didn't want to lose him.
Nikki decided to get up and have a shower and get changed, she thought that this might help to lift up her mood and make her feel better. She went back upstairs to her dressing room and got into the shower; she turned on the hot water and sighed in frustration. "Why do I always have to stuff up? Nicole what is wrong with you!? You need to make this relationship better, it's your fault that things aren't clicking anymore, and you need to make your man happy."
Nikki finished off in the shower and got changed. She then headed back down stairs to find John standing around the kitchen bench, doing something on his phone.
"Nicole, why didn't you answer my call?" John said sounding annoyed
"I'm sorry John." Nikki said
"Well next time you need to answer the phone whenever I call you okay?" John said
"I'm sorry baby" Nikki said tears started running down her face. She felt overwhelmed and she just wanted to be John's number 1, like she always used to be.
"What's wrong Nicole?" John said moving closer to Nikki
"John do you still love me?" Nikki asked
"Of course! Why would you even say that?" John said sounding frustrated
"You never want to be around me anymore! We never spend time together, we don't do the things we used to do anymore, and I miss that! At work it's like you don't even know me you never talk to me, in fact you don't even acknowledge me. You're always at the gym in the morning and at night you're always out having a boy's night out! We never spend any time together anymore. Am I not good enough for you John, am I ugly, is that why you don't want to be seen out with me?" Nikki said sobbing
"Nicole that is ridiculous you are not ugly, where is all this coming from! Can't I have other commitments?!" John said yelling
"Of course you can John it's just that…" Nikki stopped mid-sentence
"It's just that what Nicole?" John yelled
"Of course you can other commitments but you don't have to ignore me." Nikki said
"You're the one that never wants to have sex! For fucks sake Nicole!" John said growing more frustrated
"John were not going there" Nikki said
"Why not Nicole? Maybe if you showed me more love then I would take you more places and show you off more!" John yelled
Nikki started crying. She put her face in her hands. She knew that John was going to win this fight like always, there was no point in continuing to disagree with him, and it would get her nowhere.
Nikki went and sat on the sofa. John stared at her. He went and sat next to her and lifted her hands away from her face.
"Baby please stop crying I don't like seeing you upset, and you know that." John said
Nikki looked up at him. She couldn't bear the thought of losing him and she knew that if she continued to disagree with him that would happen. She decided to give in, maybe if she did want John wanted he would pay more attention to her and maybe things would go back to how things once were.