Disclaimer: Chobits is not my original idea. Ext…..

What is death? Do any of us really know what death is? For all we know death may be the start of life. If that really is true I wish now more then ever to be a part of death. It has been a long time since I have felt the touch of human flesh against my body, for I now have no flesh left. All that is left of me is machinery. I do not understand why it has happen, but it simply has.

I have been dead for two years now, but yet I am still living. How might you ask? It was through science. Yes the research of the two doctors. For they have distilled my mind and my heart until they fused the remaining me with machinery parts. I am now what some might call a persocom. For my masters have changed me into a machine.

Project 001,

It was long after my operation that I began to resume consciousness. At first it seemed like it was hard to move my eyes, but yet when I did every thing looked so ……… It was like a feeling I could not describe. All I can say was that the world felt so much brighter. It was like living in a doll house. That was until I looked to the side of me. I saw two things that really scared me, one was wires sticking out of my ………ears if that is what you might call a cone shape connecter. Then I saw what looked like a funny looking girl with dirty blond hair, and musty brown eyes. She seemed to almost glow. It was so strange. I wonder who she was. Then it hit me I almost screamed as I realized the truth, which was that girl was me, and I was looking into a mirror.

"Welcome to your new world" said a man coming up behind me.

I tried to talk I honestly tried, but my mouth would not move if it did I would have screamed bastard or something, for this was the man who had stripped my human heart.

"My dear Elda you can not even imagine the possibilities that you are now capable of doing" said the man.

Elda that is not my name, but yet he speaks this name as if it is the true meaning of my existence.

Then as if in a dream I saw myself walking into the room. Except how could it be me unless…..

"This is Freya my dear Elda; she is what you might call your identical twin." Said the man

But how can this be true I never had a twin.

As if the man had read my thoughts he said "Freya was based of your personal bio." "So in other words she is like your twin".

My god what has this scientist done.

Mr. Hibiya that is his name. Now I remember he was the last person I saw before I ……I died.

"That's right Elda do you remember the fire. Everything was destroyed, you were so badly burnt that they said you might as well have been dead. So that is when I fixed you up and made you what some might call a Chobit in other words a very advanced persocom."

At that moment I was finally able to break the seal which was laid on my mouth, and I crooked out the word "Hedeki".

"Oh yes that boy he is still alive, although now he would not be able to recognize."

No I thought as tears welled up in my eyes I will make him remember me no matter what it takes. Hedeki will not forget me even if I don't look like me I still have my personality, and I know he will recognize it.

That is when Hell broke loose. The police jumped up ton Mr. Hibiya taking in for custody of illegal studies of human research. Mr. Hibiya yelled and screamed, but in the end they dragged him away.

And then the darkness came to my vision as a shot was fired at the wire which held me up to the strange machine.

It has been a two years since Elise died. I miss her everyday I think about her constantly. I tell Shimbo I'm fine, but I know he and I both don't believe that.

I am moving to Osaka in a few weeks, and I am taking off school for a while. It is because it seems like this past year I just haven't been able to focus. My grades keep declining and I am afraid I'm going to get kicked out of collage soon.

I can't help thinking if only I had not have left Tokyo that weekend I might have been able to save her. Why do I always beat myself up over her death, I wish so badly that she was alive even if she was the ugliest oldest creepiest person on earth I would still love her.

I realize now more then ever that she is the only person in the world who has ever made me feel so incredible happy. So where ever you our my love, remember that I love you and will always love you forever.

I hope everyone enjoyed this chapter of my first Chobits series. Ah and please review.