((What Ive always wanted to say to that girl.))
Faith climbs into Dawn's window.She's about ten now.Yes,the monks did touch up her memory also.Dawn's sleeping,of course,it IS around two in the morning.She's wrapped up in her pink blanket,her hair fanned out on her pillow.Mr Gordo is in a death grip.Faith has to smile at that.She takes a seat on her bed.The weight shift wakes up the girl.Her blue eyes blink away the sleep."Faith?" The older girl nods."You're evil."She nods again."Im sorry."Dawn mutters sadly. Faith looks at the little girl,so young.Theres silence.Then...
"I envy you.So much."Faith says.Its Dawns' turn to look confused. "You still see the world.The way we were all supposed to until we fucked it all up.You see people.I cant do that.Buffy cant.You're the only one.I envy you so much." Her blue eyes widen."What?" Faith continues like she cant hear her,"Its not fair.That youre going to get fucked up.Its not fair that you'll have to face this world." Dawn sits there and takes it all in. Faith shakes her head,her brown hair covering her face. "Big sis is going to be home now.See you around,squirt." With that she's gone through the window.
((I cant say it to her anymore because she did get all fucked up.Im sorry that none of us couldve saved you from that.))