This is my first ever slash story! Hopefully it's not horrible. Please Review!

Fingers are interlaced together as always, facing each other on the bench during class break. Smiling about how life has been so great lately. The moment went sour when she came over to us. Foot tapping arms crossed clearly unhappy but why? We did nothing really we did nothing.

" Suspension both of you," she points at us. Our mouths drop in confused and shock. Suspension for what? We always sit here during break, always smiling and always fingers intertwined. Clearly something is wrong. She returns down the hallways yelling at other students, " Suspension! Detention! Detention!" she continues until you can't hear here voice anymore. We stand up from the bench I gaze at him his face is unreadable he suddenly collapses to the ground. I quickly crouch down to him placing a finger to find a pulse. Various students come over to us, gasping wondering what happened.

I can feel a faint pulse, " someone call 991! Please hurry!" I shout at the students several of them begin to dial the ambulance. My heart and brain begin to pound hard and fast I feel uneasy until blackness consumes me.

The sound of the heart monitor awakens me. What? Heart monitor, what the hell happened? I'm in a white walled room in a hospital bed. IV hooked on my left hand dripping medicine. My eyes shift over to the window there I see my two best friends tear stained. They notice me awake and broke into uncontrollable sobs . I'm so confused. What happened? Where is he? Why am I here? Kendall breathes deeply wiping away the tears but failing. He walks over to me, attempts to breath normally.

" What happened to me, Kendall? Where is he?"

" You fainted from anxiety, shock and confusion earlier today at school." He tries to explain through the continuous tears following down his face.

" Where is he? Where's Logan?" I ask again Kendall sits back down next to Carlos.

" James, he's gone," Carlos chokes out. " The doctors don't know what happened. They tried everything nothing succeeded." Tears spill from my eyes nonstop my breathing is rigid. I hardly can breathe the air in my lungs feels as if it left my body. Sobs continue to pound through I hear the monitor beep faster and faster by the second going almost of the charts. Doctors swarm in the room.

" Stop! Don't give him anything, he's just grieving!" I hear Kendall shout at them but it fails. Blackness comes back to me. He's gone he's not coming back! Why did this have to happen? He did nothing to deserve this! Why! WHY!

Days go by wishing I could've joined him in heaven, but if I did I would leave everything behind including my family and best friends. Logan would never let me do that and I know I can't do that to anyone. I know one day Logan and I will be together again, one day.