Hey guys! This is my first fanfic and it's pretty much alternating between Cam and Maya POVs and it's mostly about Cam and Maya and how she deals with the suicide. Disclaimer: I do not own Degrassi. I decided to write about this because Cam's suicide was such a hard thing to deal with and when I watched the episode I was crying and everything. I just wish he could've told somebody!
Hi. I'm Campbell Saunders. Everyone calls me Cam. I'm from Kapuskasing, ON, Canada and I have a mom, an older brother, a younger brother, a younger sister, and a dog. They now live 12 hours away from me. I now live in Toronto, ON, Canada and live with a billet family, the Clarksons. I go to Degrassi Community School and am starting my sophomore year there. The reason I came here in the first place is hockey. The Toronto Ice Hounds, to be exact. (The team I play for.) I got a scholarship for the NHL. I am the MVP (also the star player) of the team. Did I mention that I'm 15? Well, anyway, I have been playing hockey for as long as I can remember. I received my first pair of ice skates at age 3 and my first hockey stick at age 4. Hockey is pretty much everything to me. Yeah, I'm kind of homesick. But I hear the Ice Hounds have two new players, besides me. Luke Baker, who's from Florida and his whole family came with him to Toronto, and Mike Dallas, who I've met before. Everyone calls him Dallas and he is the captain of the team. He is egotistical, confident, snarky, sarcastic, basically everything a typical jock should be. He calls me rookie, rook, and sometimes Lil' Cam. (Stupid nicknames, right?!) But I have secrets. I have depression. Anxiety. I'm suicidal. But don't tell. Or I'll never fit in. I just want to get through my sophomore year being ordinary, unnoticed, and not teased or bullied. I know I sound really insecure, but it's for my own good. And if you were me, you would be, too.